Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Pent Up Frustrations;

"She's pretty, friendly & smart. Of course you would like her."

I am ranting on full speed tonight, So do bear with me.



Secondly, fuck my tuition. Seriously. Cheebye. I ask question get scolded, I dun ask questions ALSO get scolded. Knn la I go there not to listen to you pmsing OKAY. Ask you questions I already know I would get scolded so OBVIOUSLY I rather not ask right. #LOGIC. _l_ Then I dun ask you, you would scold me say I come here do my own work never ask any questions. OBVIOUSLY IS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS PMS AT ME THEN I WILL NOT ASK RIGHT. FOR FCXK SAKE. I do your method you would scold, I do my method, you would try to FIND FAULTS with it. If either ways I would STILL get scolded then frankly speaking k, I rather do my own method EVEN IF IT'S WRONG. & thanks for discouraging me countless times by saying I would fail my tests. But guess how much I got? 22/25 FOR THE LATEST ONE. In your freaking face bitch. I would still go for your tuition, of course. But I honestly wish that you could just change your way of thinking.


Thirdly, the guys in my class. They need to GROW UP. I already know I am gonna be freaking kicked out of the school already but do you guys have to add salt to the wound? Bet you all dun even friggin' know I mug till 1am everyday & that I have to keep up a smile & face all of you the next day. Do you even know how tiring it is to keep up a smile everyday? BUT I DID. I did it. Every. Single. Fucking. Day. Putting on a smile & pretending everything is alright & it's not hurting me. But deep down, do you all know how much it freaking hurts? Just cause I would just laugh it off it doesn't mean I am okay with those endless insults. I am stupid. Yes I know. But instead of finding faults with others, WHY NOT LOOK AT YOURSELVES?, Before you start pointing fingers, MAKE SURE YOUR HANDS ARE CLEAN. So please stop discouraging people all of you fucktards SO EVEN IF I GET KICKED OUT IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING CONCERN. Sometimes I wonder, why the hell am I even trying? Then I realized the answer. Because I want to go on & on & on, till the day I die, to prove you all wrong. Because one day, I WILL.



I am sorry for those vulgarities in my post. Shall end here. Till then. x

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