12am. ☆

Finally 14.

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This. Is. Creepy.

Reports have shown that when you die, it is believed that you have 7 minutes of brain activity left inside you, & in this 7 minutes of brain activity, you experience your entire life over....,

In a kind of dream.

Because in a dream; time is stretched.

So if lets say this is the case, what if right now you’re in that 7 minutes.....

How do you know whether you’re truly alive or you are just reliving old memories.

Deep thoughts.

Have fun thinking ;D

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1 more hour.

I can't wait. xD Heh.

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It was supposed to be a joke? OH HOW FUNNY. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Gosh  I am so pissed right now. I have never rage so much on Twitter before. I guessed this my first time? Anw, guess what. Annabel used my phone & send iloveyou to Nicky. Yes Nicky. Of all people. Him. Last year it was KaiFeng. Jonathan & PuiTing used my phone & send. But in the end, Jonathan cleared things up for me. And me & KaiFeng used to sms. But me & Nicky, we never even once message each other. Can you imagine, someone whom you never message before. Sending "iloveyou" to you? & the second message I send was. "Fucking bitch." Ahh gosh ShuQin, what the hell are you soing? And the thing is, last year KaiFeng belived the message. That's why we rarely talk now. I am now so fucking pissed off with Annabel. Fucking pms queen. If I do that to her & Ethan, I bet she sure pms till the sky falls down. & before that, I have already specifically told her not to send anything to anyone using my phone. Fuck her man. Sighhs. What should I do now? Like what Gordon said, "Once Bitten; Twice Shy." Its gonna be damn awkward for me to see him now. What's Annabel's fucking problem. Screw this.

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Post Number 3 Of The Day. Cheers.

Okay. Whatever. Shall stop emoing. In a dilemma now. Deciding whether to go for lunch with then tomorrow. Maybe I need some time to chill. Sighhs. Why is this happening to me. ShuQin. You gotta. You gotta fight off this feeling. CO tomorrow. Why oh why. Of all days, must be tomorrow. Especially when I am in this state of mess right now. Dinner's ready. Got to go. Bye. ;)

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Inferior.

Why? What to you gain? What do you gain by stealing all of them away?

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:(

The feeling of getting replaced.

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Lipstick Chicken Butter Roll~

Waiting for my dinner now. Ahh sighh. Anyway, so today was.. Hmm. Quite.. Useful? Went for 2 tuition. 11am - 1pm ; 2pm - 5pm. Yes, I am proud of myself. (Y) No talking, No laughing, No moving about. Considered quite challenging for a person like me right? Heh. But I did it. So -pat myself on the back- Ehehehehe xD Anw woke up today & receive 2 texts. One from HuiHui (which made my day!! :D THANKS ♡) & one from Jasper. (Ehich gave me a -facepalm-) Kk idk why but I have been soamming ohotos this past few days XD Oh well. Ahahahahah. ^^, Oh btw, my dad said if I get 75% for EOY, he would bring me to USS! #likeitwouldeverhappen. But.. There's no harm hoping right? :p Haha. So I hope I can get 75%! Ok, yeah. Stop laughing. -___- Like what I said, there's no harm trying/hoping/wishing. Still not gonna say my average here. :B Anw I reallyreally wish Jamie, Miao & Nicky goodluck uh. I wonder how they fared! Kk shall stop crapping here.

I am sorry for being me.

Valentines Day presents from the girls!! Takenmonthsago.

Wendy's!! :D With Alicia. :)) This meal is quite cheap! I think 1 DoubleShimp burger + 1DoubleFish burger + 2Coke + 2FrenchFries + 1 vanilla IceCream + 1 chocolate IceCream was only $12! Definitely worth it :>

Cute little Doggy PencilCase from my sis! Early bdae present. Heh.

$20 bdae gift from my Aunt :O Okay, this was totally unexpected. LOLLOL. FYI this is the Aunt that teaches me Maths tuition. XD Oh & speaking of presents...., GORDON STILL OWES ME A THANKYOU -.- PSH == Btw, *out-of-topic rants* this Yan horh. Keep asking me for $2. Pfft. Cause that time Annabel dared me to tell Yan that he never zip his pants. So, I said. Then THIS YAN horh. Told me: "Oh, if I got zip then u owe me $2 k." LOLLOL WTF. Since that day, he kept asking me for $2. Trollollol. ._. Back to it!!

Holiday Homework. :(

I am bored. Omo.

12.15am. & I am bored. Sigh oh sigh. Blogging via mobile now ;D Hur hur. Kk shall post some pictureees.

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Miaooo with long hair xD

#truestory

Jonathan's face. Win. (Y)

Hiro ♡

Nyehehehehe.

Act cute tsktsk.

*Lazy to Rotate :P* Hmm ok. Last year, I asked my mum to help me print this photo for Art. She heard my 'A5 Size' as 'A4 Size' So umm.. Ta-Dah. Then she think if throw away quite wasted. So she laminated it & gave it to me. Okay mum. Okay.

#storyofmylife

Seriously AMX? Seriously?

5 Hours of not logging in = Bam.

Sprained ankle. :( #reasonswhyIhateinterclass

Contains Peanuts. #YouDontFuckingSay

Day @ JiaYing's houseee. Forgotten to rotate. Blech. & yes I let down my fringe. Oh well.

Aww Stacy >:D K lah quite cute. ;)

It's okkeh JingHao. We all have our unglam times. -winkwinkz-

Milk & Banana-chocolate favoured Pocky! Limited Edition. XD Woohooooo;

Ending off here; Nights. ♬

We might as well be playing with lighting;

Halooooo. :D Ehehehe finally I am back. ^^ I din blog for a long time I think~ Oh well, whateverrr.

Hmm.., so like expected. My results suck. And when I say my results suck, I really mean it. It is lousy till.. Really. ._. BUT I PASSED CHINESE. OMFG. Er. C6. -.- Yeah, I shall aim towards A1 now!! #missionimpossible. Gonna work well for EOY. Like reallyreally hard. Hope I get an A1 for chinese. But.. although I passed chinese. I failed average. -,- (I think '-,-' looks cute cause ',' looks like a nose. xD Oh wait.) Not going to say my results here. (HAH IN UR FACE GORDON) Shall stop harping on the results. (Cause its embarrassing & idw. Heh.) Ok I think there's like somthing wrong with me right now. (I am like using a bracket next to a sentance) #youseewhatIdidthere. GAHH SHUQIN.

*awkward turtle*

Shall start working hard during the holiday! My mum ground me. -__- Psh. Can only go out one day; which is on my birthday. Fuckmylifeeeeeee. Oh and now I have TWO tuitions on Sunday. DoubleFuckmylifeeeeeee. And I can play com only on Saturday. TripleFuckmylifeeeeeee. But I have wifi connection. ;D BWAHAHAHA IN UR FACE MUM. _l_ Still gonna try to sneak out on usual days though. Ehehehehehe.

Spending my birthday with Joyce & FangYing. Sigh. Not that idw, but cause I was planning on celebrating it with other peeps. Since they asked first, oh well. But kidda excited for it as well~ :D

Can't wait for CCA. :D Not cause of practices, but because of the people in it. :D I miss Jasmine so asdfghjkl muchhh. & Shuqing too. ^^ Alicia, Andrea, Huiru, Jasmine, JiaYing, & Shuqing! ♥ Plus CO camp too!! Gonna try blog bout this CO camp ehehehe. The previous 2 CO camp post = #epicfail. Actually I din even blog bout last year's June CO camp. >:D But I attempted last year's Dec CO camp one k. But still fail LOLLOL. Cause I was too lazy. xD

-I am talking crap.-

OMFGGG WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. WHY AM I TALKING TO MYSELF. WHY OH WHY.

Oh wait. Did I just typed that?

Whatthefuck.

Okay, back to serious business now. My birthday is coming up! Whee~ Actually I am quite glad my bdae is in the holidays! xD Although in my this 14 years of lifespan, I have never celebrate my bdae in school before. *sadface* But, thinking of it now, I can actually reflect & repent! Like look back at my life & think about what to changeee. Somemore my bdae is like on the first day of June. Exactly on 1st June. And I rmb reading this report of TalkingScience (Remember this book? 8D) that fore very 7 years, on your birthday, almost ALL the cells in your body will die (except your braincells) & get replaced. So, talking about a new me. Ehehehe.>:D

Conclusion: Can't wait for my birthday.

Wishlish;

DATA PLAN.;

GROW TALLERRRRR :<

IPOD!

*This was written by me at 7th Jan. Just that I din post!*

Shall do a resolution now since I am bored. Meh.

1. Stop judging people.

Okay, maybe this is like impossible. Like what I had previously mention, we all have judged someone in our lives before. And it is technically impossible to not judge anyone at ALL. But, I shall try to stop judging so many people.

2. Be more optimistic. :>

Not the I am not optimistic enough (LOLLOL). But I am just gonna TRY to stop emoing & positing those sad quotes on Twitter. Ehehehe. :D

3. Mug.

I am going to cut down on my usage of the net. I must push up my grade BIG TIME during this 5 months. I am probably going hiatus for 5 months. Semi-hiatus I mean. Going to read more, study more, revise more. Must reallyreally get good grades for EOY.

4. Post a new blog post at least every week.

Sigh.. Well, my blog is almost dead I think. :( I hope to increase my pageview to 3333 -lol lucky number xD- this month. Current pageview: 3273. Goal 1. My second goal is, to have 290 posts by the end of this month! Current posts: 279. This number comes from a longgggg way. Started blogging since like, P4. But due to my old silliness, I deleted all my blogs. :( & this was like the only remaining blog I left. But I shall learn from my old mistakes! And start keeping all my blogs now. :D

Hmm.., 4 things to accomplish this month! Hopefully I can do it. ><" Com'on ShuQin I know you can! :D I need luck. So... wish me luck! XD

I can't think of a title. Woots.

I am too lazy to blog about my clique outing. Meh. But anw, shall do it before next Friday. Promise. ;D So I am blogging now cause I shall announce to the whole world -or rather, people who view my blog (like there would be any) - that I sprained my leg. :D Ahahahah. Okay, so we had interclass games today. Badminton, Basketball, CaptainBall, TableTennis & Volleyball. Not being a sports kind of person (obviously ahahah), I choose the most slack activity - CaptainBall. Little did I know, (okay wtf why is this sounding like a darn essay?) K wtv, so I din expected that so little people would be inside. Then end up today. When I went to ParadeSquare with PuiTing to assemble, LY has only.. 6 people. Annabel, JeeChong, Shawn, SiYun, PuiTing & me. But to qualified, we need like 7 members. Lollol. ._. So I have to go all the way to the BasketballCourt to (awkwardly) "beg" Nicky to come. At first PuiTing wanted Christine & Cleo. But Shawn dw to play if Cleo is playing. Okay so blahblah, then we went to the old NetballCourt. Then idk what happen blahblah then Nicky was like what he dw play if Gordon never come. Like wtf seriously?! ._. So I HAD to call Gordon & ask him to come but he din picked up the darn phone so I ended up like calling alot of people asking them where the hell is Gordon but in the end Gordon is with Isaac (thankfully). So yeah blahblah then Gordon come & we started the round 1.. Against HM. (which is like damn zai) so the guys are not interested & gues how much we got..? 0-7. LOLLOL. Got trashed till.. xD So the guys wanted to leave, so I have to kept pleading & pleading them to stay. Sometimes I wonder why the hell do I even bother so much. Then luckily Shawn was like okay whatever, so he asked the guys to do their best for round 2. Yay k thanks Shawn. :D JeeChong & PuiTing was damn funny I swear. So we have to wear on this "coat" thingy to like identify which positions we are in. Then JeeChong wear one that said 'WD' & then PuiTing was like: "Walking Dog!!" Then JeeChong was like: "Why is it Walking Dog siah. I rather Walking Donkey." Lollol omfg they damn cute ehehehe. Then Nicky was wearing one with "WA' & then JeeChong was like: "Nicky is a Walking Asshole." Trollollollol. So hmm.. Then like cause I was trying to defend the MD from shooting, then I jump. And I fell down lorh. :/ Then my ankle like went to the right side. & I sat down. On my ankle. #imagine the pain. Teehee. Okay so then it was quite confusing cause people was like asking me whether I am okay anot blahblah. Then okay so I was laughing. But cause it was to cover up the pain. If I din laugh, most prob I would cry. Cause the pain is seriously.. Yeah u get it. Then Annabel sorta "carried" me over to the bench. Was screaming all the while. Blahblah, they continued playing. Lose. 1-2. But at least this was better than the first round ^^ So then this sec 3 senior helped me bring icepack then I was sitting there for like 15 minutes. Then Mr Khoo came and then he asked me to press it for another 20 minutes. So in the end I was sitting lika retard holding the icepack for 35 minutes. Then Ms Teo came, and me, Ms Teo, Annabel, PuiTing & the sec 3 Senior went to GeneralOffice. I was like hopping on my right leg all the while. Annabel piggyback me for a while. Then I continued hopping. Sigh. Damn tiring. Then after that Ms Teo found a chair with wheels then they wheeled me to GeneralOffice. xD Ahahaha then after that I went sickbay blahblah then JiaYing come visit me & bring me my milk tea blahblah then my dad came and fetch me to see the Chinese Doctor. Okay so this post is like geting lamer & lamer so I shall stop here. MUAHAHAHAHA. So the main point of this post is; My leg is still damn fucking pain now. T^T Blech.

Welcome to my life;

D7 for Chinese & English, E8 for E.lit, F9 for Geog, Bio, Physics & History. Hi. Welcome to my life. :) It was kidda stupid of me to cry during Physics today.. When I first saw my marks. But well, I just couldn't help it. The tears.. Just come. & wouldn't stop. Thanks to PuiTing, YuPing, Clarissa, Stacy, Jamie & YooJin for cheering up yeah. Stacy and her "ShuQin, no offence but u are wasting PuiTing's tissue paper." I would have laugh out but it just wasn't the right moment. Cried for an entire hour. Lol. Studied so much just to get this fucking kind of results? Idm scoring low marks. Really. The thing I mind is seeing my mum's disappointment. How the fuck am I gonna face my parents now? I think LY is really hopeless.. Sigh. No offence though. Bio only 2 A1s. While GR have 19 A1s. Not trying to compare or anythin.. But. Yeah. And English there is like only.. Around 5 passes in our class.. I think? Anw. I am gonna learn from this lesson. Gonna start working hard from this moment. Okay maybe not really this exact moment. I will let myself enjoy.For 2 weeks. Just 2 weeks. After that, I will start studying. Study hard. I will mug at least 4 hours everyday during the June holidays. I will go to the library twice a week. I will start reading chinese newspaper. During free time; instead of reading storybooks, I will read textbooks. When I am bored; I will do assignments. The maximum amount of time I let myself use the com will be 2 hours. I will go out & play only once a week. Seems like a big promise yeah? Alot to do. But I will do it. I promise. & I do keep my promises. Promises are promises, therefore I will not break it. Mugging June Sessions; Here I Come. ;) I am just scared that I will retain. & to people out there joking about me retaining; seriously just fucking stop it. It ain't funny k. I am fucking serious. Idc even if you are my seniors or my classmates or my close friends or my whatsoever. Its not even fucking amusing. Now the people I am most worried for is Jamie, Clarissa, Miao, Shawn & Nicky. Sigh, maybe we are all on the same boat. I dun really know their marks, but I know they did fail alot of subjects too. Oh well. No point crying over spilt milk. Tomorrow will be a better day. Opps. Wait. Tomorrow will be a brand new day. I gonna start changing; my attitude, my behaviour, my outlook in life. The only thing I am keeping would be me, myself & my personality. Changed my phone language to chinese. So I would be more exposed to Chinese language ^^,. Anw, I think on Sat & Sun was JeeChong's & Gordon's bdae. Happy Birthday :) Bought a mug with YuPing for Gordon & he din even say thanks. K thanks Gordon k thanks. -,- Pssh. Gonna pass Huiru her bdae card sometime this week. Shall end here then.

Welcome to my life;

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10thMay2012 ^^

Hehe so had my first clique outing today!! :D Details up tomorrow ;D For now, shall just do this since I am boreddddddd.


[X] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended.
[X] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[X] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 3
[] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[X] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total : 4
[] Got your mom / dad etc to get you out of school.
[X] Texted people during class.
[X] Passed notes.
[X] Threw stuff across the room.
[X] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 8
[] Pulled down the Fire Alarm.
[X] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[X] Took Pictures during school hours.
[X] Called someone during school hours.
[X] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc ... During class.
Total : 12
[] Threw something at the teacher
[X] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[X] Broke the dress code.
[X] Failed a class test.
[X] Ate food during class.
Total : 16
[] Gotten a call from school.
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[X] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[X] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.
Total : 19
[X] Faked your parents signature.
[X] Slept in class.
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[X] Copied homework
Total : 22
Multiply No. by three : 22 x 3 = 66
Then repost this & put the Title as "I screwed up __% of my secondary school life"


Okkay.. So I screwed up 66% of my secondary school life. Compared to last year; which is only 39%. Hahahah. xD Whateverrrr.

K shall do another one. :DD


[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 9
[x] You have over 500 friends on facebook
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[x] Your parents let you have facebook
[x] You get allowance/loan.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to college
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You want to do something after school/college
T 0 T A L: 18
[] You own a car/truck.
[] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[] You've never had a detention
T O T A L: 19
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 27
Multiply No. by three : 27 x 3 = 81
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost saying "I got a _ in life

Hi I got a B in life. Hehe.

And I shall do one last one!!

GRYFFINDOR:

[X] You’ve never done illegal drugs.
[X] You have a lot of friends.
[X] You get along with everyone.
[] You haven’t made fun of someone for at least two months.
[] You love soccer.
[] You love baseball.
[] You’re into writing and art.
[] Favourite music genre is pop rock.
[X] You believe in “innocent until proven guilty” theory.
[] One of your favourite colours is red or gold.
[] You get good grades at school.
[X] One of the worst things you can do is lie.
[X] You plan on going to college/university.

Total: 6

HUFFLEPUFF:

[] You’re content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[X] You laugh a lot.
[] You like to follow trends.
[X] Politics suck.
[X] You love to swim.
[ ] Water polo is awesome.
[X] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing.
[X] You’re an optimist.
[ ] You’re completely straight edged.
[X] You’re very emotional.
[X] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre.
[X] You don’t believe in going steady at a young age.
[X] You’ve made fun of at least one person this week.

Total: 9

RAVENCLAW:

[] You’re depressed to a certain extent.
[X] You like to read.
[] You appreciate theater & arts.
[] Sports suck.
[] You’re shy.
[X] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.
[X] Hate is completely unneeded.
[ ] Indie is your favourite genre of music.
[X] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[] Lying is sometimes okay.
[] Blue is one of your favorite colors.
[] Serious is better than funny.

Total: 4

SLYTHERIN:

[X] There’s at least one person you hate.
[ ] Basketball is a good sport.
[X] Football is amazing.
[X] Black is a cool color.
[X] You’ve lied about something serious.
[X] You’re a very deep person.
[X] You have considered suicide.
[X] Very loyal.
[] You like metal.
[] They make school seem more important than it is.
[X] You’re scared to grow up.
[] You’ve done drugs in the past month
[] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[X] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.
Total: 9

I am HUFFLEPUFF & SLYTHERIN!! LOL omg okay! ._. That's like the most contrasting 2 houses ><" But nvmmm. Heh. :D

Kk shall go sleep now ^-^ Nights. :))

One last quote;

(From Twitter!)

A #gemini has so many sides that people do not know.

That is damn true! :D K hehe whatever nights. ;)

Why.

I guess I must have been crazy cause it's like 1.33am right now but instead of sleeping, I am actually blogging about my life. Like you know. Just plain rants. I am actually sitting on the bed & not giving a fuck to how my phone has only left 15% & trying hard not to cry cause my sis (who is like sleeping beside me right now) would just wake up & ask me to get the fuck off my phone & sleep. But well.. I guess I can't? So I guess tonight is like one of those nights where I have like a millionzillion thoughts running thru my mind. Oh & since my blogger seems dead, I might as well use this time to sorta make my blog alive again. So, reccently my clique experience somethin we thought would never happen? Well. So we had this huge fight with one of the member. (W) A fight over a silly thing I supposed. It was like; just the start of a normal happy outing? But then suddenly. W's bestfriend came. Like I don't know how the fuck did that person know we were at mac. Most likely W told her? Coming over & joining us was okay. Insulting us was not. The thing is W din even bother defending us. Mistake 1. It was okay. Annabel pmsing mode was super on after that. Obviously we know better than to keep our distance away from her. But W went & ask me "Are u okay with her (W's bestfriend) following us,? Why is Annabel like piss off?" Mistake 2. So am I suppose to answer "Nonono I am like superduper okay with the fact that she came & not to mention how enjoyable it was listening to her insulting us & you not even giving a flying fuck to how we were feeling at that moment. Oh and yes, Annabel is not pissed off at all and well, she is just feeling superhappy at like how much we got insulted you know. & obviously no, she is not frowning cause she's pissed. She's frowning because of the sun heat yeah." But all I did was said "IDK eh, u go ask her yourself." Blahblahblah. Went to school, PuiTing asked her, "Did u know she was insulting our clique?" W said "Yes." She said Yes. She fucking said Yes. I was there. PuiTing was there. Annabel was there. Amelia was there. We all heard it. Blahblahblah. 3 days later, it was on a Saturday. PuiTing's bdae.I msg W, talk for a while, & I ask her: "Did u heard her insulting us?" and W said "Is it she said something critisizing bout us that day? I didn hear what she say." Oh. You din hear. That's right. You din hear. Blahblahblah. Now. Idc what the hell happen. All I want to say is. I dun really know why the fuck are we even quarelling over fucking mindless stuff. But firstly. Just a SUGGESTION. Just an OPINION. Just my THINKING. Instead of telling people how sad you are, I dun get why the fucking hell u can't just apologize & solve everythin. From this, I would like to list out 2 more sub-points: Yes I really mean it when I say apologizing could save. Every. Single. Fucking. Thing. Apologizing does not means you are wrong and the other person is right; It just means that you value your relationship more than your pride. Not to say whose fault is this, but if you had really bothered to apologize, or EVEN to admit your mistake then, everything would have maybe be okay now. The other sub-point I would like to stress is: No. I am not saying it's wrong to express your feelings to others. I do that all the fucking time. I am like the biggest bitch so obviously I would rant when I am angry or sad too. But the thing is. Before you even tell others about it. Have you ever think? Think about like why the fuck are we even angry with you? Secondly, the point is. Nobody's perfect; Everyone make mistakes. I have make tons&tons of mistakes in life. Mistakes after mistakes. Regrets after regrets. But when u reflect, maybe you would think that actually, you ARE in the wrong. I have send apology message to Jasmine, Huiru, Alicia & YOU before. Yes, you. 10 pages long. No, its not about the quantity. What I am stressing now here is about the sincerity. And its that, at least I bothered. Although there must have been tons of stuff which myself, haven apologized for, but at least I would message them & clear things up. Although yeah, the Jasmine's & Huiru's thing was kidda MY fault, but Alicia's & YOUR thing wasn't really my fault. Yeah that time it was all cause of Alicia which lead ME to send u & her a 10 & 8 pages long message respectively. So I dun see why I can apology to you then, but u can't apologize to me now. But, till now I have yet to see any form of attempt from you. Maybe it more to a side of disappointment then angry? Idk. However, right now, even if you REALLY DID apologize, I do not evn know I would accept it or not. Because I had to go & BEG you for this fucking APOLOGY. Not literally beg, but u do get the idea. So. I am not really sure what to do now. Thirdly. And lastly. I would like to rant about judging. Society is funny. They ask you to be yourself, then they judge you. BUT. Stop. Think. Reflect. You have obviously judge someone in your life before. & it would be obviously more than once you judge someone. IDC how much people I had judge, or how much am I really judging W right now. But honestly. I bet you have judge people in your life before too. Everyone does. Imagine, you are in a hurry. And this person is like blocking your way in a narrow corridor. You said "Excuse Me!" like for how many godness time. But the person din move. U would start to get irritated & begin cursing the person. BUT what if the person was having stomach cramp? Or the person leg was injured? Or the person was deaf? There's many possibilties, but whatever it is, *TA-DA*, you have judge one person. Seeing a girl wearing sexily; That girl must be a slut. Seeing a guy acting like a girl; He must be gay. Seeing someone with designer goods; Wow they are rich & trying to show off their money. Seeing ITE students; PaiKia-s. Seing ugly people; Eew they must be bad. Seeing students mugging in public: Nerds. Admit it or not. We have all judge people before. So stop acting like you did not. When posting something like - "Before you start judging someone, make sure you are perfect first." - Stop. Think. Reflect. You have judge someone before too. Yeah & by reading this post, I bet lots of you are also judging me right now. But I can't be bothered. So yupp. Nights; xoxo.