D7 for Chinese & English, E8 for E.lit, F9 for Geog, Bio, Physics & History. Hi. Welcome to my life. :) It was kidda stupid of me to cry during Physics today.. When I first saw my marks. But well, I just couldn't help it. The tears.. Just come. & wouldn't stop. Thanks to PuiTing, YuPing, Clarissa, Stacy, Jamie & YooJin for cheering up yeah. Stacy and her "ShuQin, no offence but u are wasting PuiTing's tissue paper." I would have laugh out but it just wasn't the right moment. Cried for an entire hour. Lol. Studied so much just to get this fucking kind of results? Idm scoring low marks. Really. The thing I mind is seeing my mum's disappointment. How the fuck am I gonna face my parents now? I think LY is really hopeless.. Sigh. No offence though. Bio only 2 A1s. While GR have 19 A1s. Not trying to compare or anythin.. But. Yeah. And English there is like only.. Around 5 passes in our class.. I think? Anw. I am gonna learn from this lesson. Gonna start working hard from this moment. Okay maybe not really this exact moment. I will let myself enjoy.For 2 weeks. Just 2 weeks. After that, I will start studying. Study hard. I will mug at least 4 hours everyday during the June holidays. I will go to the library twice a week. I will start reading chinese newspaper. During free time; instead of reading storybooks, I will read textbooks. When I am bored; I will do assignments. The maximum amount of time I let myself use the com will be 2 hours. I will go out & play only once a week. Seems like a big promise yeah? Alot to do. But I will do it. I promise. & I do keep my promises. Promises are promises, therefore I will not break it. Mugging June Sessions; Here I Come. ;) I am just scared that I will retain. & to people out there joking about me retaining; seriously just fucking stop it. It ain't funny k. I am fucking serious. Idc even if you are my seniors or my classmates or my close friends or my whatsoever. Its not even fucking amusing. Now the people I am most worried for is Jamie, Clarissa, Miao, Shawn & Nicky. Sigh, maybe we are all on the same boat. I dun really know their marks, but I know they did fail alot of subjects too. Oh well. No point crying over spilt milk. Tomorrow will be a better day. Opps. Wait. Tomorrow will be a brand new day. I gonna start changing; my attitude, my behaviour, my outlook in life. The only thing I am keeping would be me, myself & my personality. Changed my phone language to chinese. So I would be more exposed to Chinese language ^^,. Anw, I think on Sat & Sun was JeeChong's & Gordon's bdae. Happy Birthday :) Bought a mug with YuPing for Gordon & he din even say thanks. K thanks Gordon k thanks. -,- Pssh. Gonna pass Huiru her bdae card sometime this week. Shall end here then.
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