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Can't resist posting this photo. Meh.
Common Tests are over!! Woohoooo. Which means the long awaited March holidays are finally here. :D Realized I din blog for 1+ month,. Whoops. Tons of stuff happened the past few weeks or so. Happy moments, Sad moments, Funny moments, Crazy moments. I gotta admit I love 3IT. ;) Although there's like 38 girls & only 4 guys. HAHAHA. My class is not even bitchy despite the amount of girls! On top of that, we are quite bonded. =D I have no exact clique though, I just mixed around with whoever that's around me. Haha. Although I hanged out the most with Celine & Carissa. XD I have reallyreally siao memories with them & even though we had been friends who only a few months, we had been through alot. ☺ I hope I will be able to talk more with the other people in my class!! My goal for Term Two is to be smarter & less talkative in class. Ahahaha I am already trying my best ok. I hope I will not be too sensitive or boring or noisy or yeah be any of my flaws.
My mother's currently in the hospital. She can neither talk or move on Wednesday but at least there was some improvement today. :) I swear seeing your mother cry is one of the worse feeling in the world. Vow to treasure her more now. :-(
Hmm life is pretty boring, everyday is like the same lorh. Wakeup, School, Home, Sleep, Eat, Homework, Sleep.There's like nothing for me to look forward to in school anymore. You know the feeling when you wake up and you just feel so sad and so depressed and and udek why. I find no reason to smile although I still laugh everyday. K I am turning so emo., but srsly. Nobody have any idea how it feels like to be me at night. The tears, the fear, the disappointment, the darkness. You don't truly know someone unless you read what they wrote at 3am in dusk; when loneliness consumes, but doesn't destroy them.I hate getting my expectation high cause I know the end results will disappoint me anyways. So I give up hoping. Haha. The truth hurts so badly, so badly I can't breath. Holding on to something I know I should let go. Yupps this is so me. Spending my time in the holiday exercising because I know even if I really cry, no one will know whether is it sweat or tears.
SYC is on 22nd April. Zomg. Tbh, our standards are actually not very good. Lol. There's practice almost everyday next week, from Tues to Fri. Haiz. But at least I have really friendly juniors. Ok except some. But they really cheered up my day. :-) Shall get to know them more during the holiday heh. Really wish our standard will improve although my erhu skills aren't really that zai either. Plan to make full use of my holiday to perfect the two SYC songs!
One Week Holiday - One Month worth' of holiday homework.
There's like alot of homework just for a freaking subject. Plus I have eight subjects. Wtshit?! Busy week ahead;
Monday: WATCHING GHOST CHILD. ♥
Tuesday: Huqin Outing!
Wednesday: Augusta's Bdae Celebration. :))
Thursday: Study Date..?
Friday: CO FROM 2-6.
Saturday: Carissa's House. :D
Sunday: Tuition. D:
Shall go off now jaja. Goodnight~
Common Tests are over!! Woohoooo. Which means the long awaited March holidays are finally here. :D Realized I din blog for 1+ month,. Whoops. Tons of stuff happened the past few weeks or so. Happy moments, Sad moments, Funny moments, Crazy moments. I gotta admit I love 3IT. ;) Although there's like 38 girls & only 4 guys. HAHAHA. My class is not even bitchy despite the amount of girls! On top of that, we are quite bonded. =D I have no exact clique though, I just mixed around with whoever that's around me. Haha. Although I hanged out the most with Celine & Carissa. XD I have reallyreally siao memories with them & even though we had been friends who only a few months, we had been through alot. ☺ I hope I will be able to talk more with the other people in my class!! My goal for Term Two is to be smarter & less talkative in class. Ahahaha I am already trying my best ok. I hope I will not be too sensitive or boring or noisy or yeah be any of my flaws.
My mother's currently in the hospital. She can neither talk or move on Wednesday but at least there was some improvement today. :) I swear seeing your mother cry is one of the worse feeling in the world. Vow to treasure her more now. :-(
Hmm life is pretty boring, everyday is like the same lorh. Wakeup, School, Home, Sleep, Eat, Homework, Sleep.There's like nothing for me to look forward to in school anymore. You know the feeling when you wake up and you just feel so sad and so depressed and and udek why. I find no reason to smile although I still laugh everyday. K I am turning so emo., but srsly. Nobody have any idea how it feels like to be me at night. The tears, the fear, the disappointment, the darkness. You don't truly know someone unless you read what they wrote at 3am in dusk; when loneliness consumes, but doesn't destroy them.I hate getting my expectation high cause I know the end results will disappoint me anyways. So I give up hoping. Haha. The truth hurts so badly, so badly I can't breath. Holding on to something I know I should let go. Yupps this is so me. Spending my time in the holiday exercising because I know even if I really cry, no one will know whether is it sweat or tears.
SYC is on 22nd April. Zomg. Tbh, our standards are actually not very good. Lol. There's practice almost everyday next week, from Tues to Fri. Haiz. But at least I have really friendly juniors. Ok except some. But they really cheered up my day. :-) Shall get to know them more during the holiday heh. Really wish our standard will improve although my erhu skills aren't really that zai either. Plan to make full use of my holiday to perfect the two SYC songs!
One Week Holiday - One Month worth' of holiday homework.
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There's like alot of homework just for a freaking subject. Plus I have eight subjects. Wtshit?! Busy week ahead;
Monday: WATCHING GHOST CHILD. ♥
Tuesday: Huqin Outing!
Wednesday: Augusta's Bdae Celebration. :))
Thursday: Study Date..?
Friday: CO FROM 2-6.
Saturday: Carissa's House. :D
Sunday: Tuition. D:
Shall go off now jaja. Goodnight~
