Here's to 2014

CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS LIKE THE END OF 2013. Last blog post of the year! Haha tbh I am anticipating 2014 because I know there's much more exciting things to come compared to 2013. 

“Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one.”

I really have no idea what to blog about because I feel that whatever I wanted to express is already written here on my blog!

I am really like so happy that 2013 is ending hahaha because this year was kind of shitty for me, .. but I have a feeling that 2014 will be a good year for me. :D Alright shall end here. HAHAHAHAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!! ☺

01.06.13

HI I WAS NAPPING HALFWAY when I felt the urge to blog about MY BIRTHDAY POST WHICH GOT DELETED ZZ so I shall just talk about what happened on my birthday before I forgot everything.

Woke up at 7am to receive some wishes from people I never thought would remember it's my birthday. Was quite touched yeah. Replied those messages/whatsapp then went to Twitter to reply birthday tweets before going back to sleep.

I was supposed to meet Sherry, Shermaine, & Hazel, 11:30am at Tampines MRT but I woke up at 11am! Haha win. Hurried to Tampines MRT & I reached like about 30mins late. :( Thought that they would be angry but no they hugged me & wished me Happy Birthday. Hehe. Was really grateful they wasn't angry. :-) Headed to Ikea & we walked around, taking random photos before going to the Ikea restaurant (??? idk what is it called) for lunch! :D

So here are some photos taken hehe:

SHERRY & SHERMAINE

ME & HAZEL
camwhoring in the toilet HAHAHA

SHERRY & HAZEL PLAYING with the clothes they found
 in the closet and oh my god Hazel
your face plz

idk what were we doing LOL
& while we were taking this photo some dude
which walked past was totally judging us
:-(

WATER BREAKKKK
this was like the only group photo we took
although it looks kind of screwed
but aiyah not bad already lah HAHAHAHA

OUR LUNCH 

did this since we din took any group photos

So Carissa & Jia Wei were supposed to join us for lunch but somehow while I was lunching, JiaWei send me a text saying she cannot make it. Was quite disappointed lah. :( I thought Carissa could make it however she text me soon after saying that her tuition ended late. So it was like double the disappointment? But thank god Hazel, Shermaine, & Sherry were there with me luh. :')

Then halfway through the lunch, Hazel received a call. I asked who is it, & she was like "Oh Genevieve." I thought it was just Genevieve asking about homework (HAHAHAHAHAHA OPPS SORRY) so I just brushed it off & continue eating my chicken wing which taste damn heavenly fyi AHAHAHAHA.

So me, Hazel, Shermaine, & Sherry were like busy eating and gossiping and laughing and talking and suddenly
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Two psychos jumped on me. HAHA. I can still remember those 2 words being shouted into my ear & I was damn shocked I screamed damn loudly till those sitting nearby were looking at us. I turned around & guess who I saw. Yep Carissa & Jia Wei. I was like freaking surpised that they came lah. & of course I was really happy! I started asking a series of questions like OMG WHY U 2 CAME I THOUGHT U ALL CMI WTF U SHOULDN'T HAVE JUMPED ON ME OH HOLY I WAS DAMN SHOCK etc etc then yea of course they waited till I quietened down before talking. HAHA

Jia Wei took out a maroon coloured bag & Carissa started saying that they were late because they didn't manage to get me a present so she headed to Bugis Street with Jia Wei to grab some cheap present & they managed to get the maroon coloured bag at a deal. Being the gullible person I am, I believed her. Then Jia Wei made me guess how much the bag was & I said $10 but she told me it was $5 & started speaking a lot of crap like HOW PRETTY THE BAG WAS & HOW CHEAP IT IS & HOW IT MATCHES HER SHIRT SHE WISHED SHE COULD HAVE IT LOL but I was pretty touched already because I know it's not the price of the present but the thought that counts. ;) #deep

I didn't really expect them to get me a present because my birthday falls on a school holiday, so all along I spend my birthday alone (except during 2012 where I spend it with huqin haha u can read the post here yay) so I was quite happy they got me something despite the cost yep!!

But that wasn't the only surprised they gave me. Carissa handed the bag to me & forced me to open it in front of her. At that point of time I didn't suspect anything so I just opened the bag & the first thing I saw was like shades of pink?? I was confused LIKE I MEANT ISN'T THE INSIDE SUPPOSED TO BE MAROON?! So I opened it & idk once I took the (real) present out I started tearing because it was a pink polaroid. AHAHAHAHA I was honestly touched beyond words ok I really didn't expect this present AT ALL. Turns out the maroon colour bag was just a distraction, & the phone call was from Carissa, not Genevieve. Haha.

Hazel, Shermaine, & Sherry left because they had to rush home or something but I am still thankful to them for spending their day with me in the morning. :-) Now for the afternoon part. Which is part 2. Something I am too lazy to write about. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay will continue it another day. (Y)

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On the other hand, I think I am getting over the co is very sian phrase in my life! Thank God for that. Kind of miss CO now. :-( Hopefully CCA will resume soon yeah. Will update the recap of this week soon. Just watched Miracle in Cell No. 7, & spoiler alert: be prepared to have a lot of tissue nearby. Cried way more watching this than while watching Peemak. Yes this is how many touching scenes there is in it. Alright shall sleep now, going to Huiru's house tomorrow! :D LOL OK BYE/

MERRY CHRISTMAS :-)

HEY GUYS OK OK YES HI I AM BACK YES I KNOW IT HAD BEEN ALMOST A MONTH SINCE MY LAST POST. AND YES I KNOW THAT TECHNICALLY IT ISN'T CHRISTMASS ANYMORE but it's the thought that counts k. HEHEHE and haha I am back as promised!! :D (although i am like 2 days late lol whoops) Nothing much happen this month, it was just basically:

First Week - Slack

Second & Third Week - China

Forth Week - Probation Tests

& FINALLY TADA HERE I AM AGAIN slacking my life away. Hahahaha. I can't believe it's going to be 2014 in less than a week time?? The heck I thought it was still 2011 LOL.

Honestly I rather 2013 be over as soon as possible. I CAN'T WAIT FOR 2014. 2013 was full of bullshit. Okay kidding that was the first word which came onto my mind LOL. I have no idea what word can I use. Erm 2013 was exhausting? 

This year was like a roller coaster ride, I was thrown into a new class with 38 girls, I made lots and lots of new friends, got into quarrels, fights, thankfully they were resolved, & I managed to patch up, I experienced many new stuff, learnt shocking stuff I never knew about people, realized that some things are better left uncovered (as in, it's better to not know about some things), & also had plenty of life changing events (not really life changing, but k u get it), which well, changed my impression of many many people.

But nevertheless, I enjoyed it. & truth to be told, I would kind of miss 3IT when I graduate haha (thinking too far lol)

But right now is like, I don't even feel that it's 2013 any more lol. I kept thinking that's it's 2014, but it's not yet 2014! DO YOU GET ME. I feel that I am in between a period that is neither 2013 nor 2014. I am like floating around in some random week haha. SO I JUST WANT THIS WEEK TO BE OVER, 2013 TO BE OVER, then I can start anew in 2014.

Quite nervous for 2014, I think it's one of the major years in my life?? The year I will be taking my o'levels. Kind of excited for it tbh haha IDEK WHY. Hopefully 2014 will go on smoothly. :D

PROBATION TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER & I AM LIKE 2349208% DONE WITH CHUNGCHENG OKAY. So firstly, Chem & SS probation test was on Monday. & they gave the same exact paper as EOY. Which was pretty retarded. On Tuesday, there was Bio & Physics probation test. Idk what happened but I think ChungCheng decided to "OK THE TEACHERS ARE SO FREE WE ARE ALL GOING TO SET NEW SETS OF PAPER WOOHOO" because the probation test is a completely different set of paper from EOY. What is worse is that I think most students went to study the Bio/Physics EOY paper because they thought that the probation test will be the same as EOY due to what happened on Monday WHICH IS PRETTY DARN SAD HAHA.

BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I DO NOT HAVE TO STUDY FOR ANY MORE TESTS TILL NEXT YEAR. Hehe. & I can fully concentrate on my (untouched) homework now. I am pretty screwed?? 

Oh my parents gave me a wallet for my Christmas present yay! & guess what colour it is. Yeah pink. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I think my parents thinks that I am obsess over pink or something because firstly, they brought me a pink water bottle. & now a pink wallet. HAHA. Currently I have like a pink bag + pink earphones + pink phone case + pink phone skin + pink wallet + pink water bottle I THINK I AM GOING TO TURN INTO PINK PANTHER SOON.

Will be blogging about this week soon, had been going out everyday. Oh damnit. & I am sorry this blog post is so dry. :-( Will upload photos the next time round! Alright shall sleep now ahahaha nights. :D

I'm too tired to of always being mad at the world

some people are so poor all they have is money

I know it had been so long since I last blogged but post coming up on Christmas Day okay promise!!! Probation tests coming up so all the best to anyone taking them. :D

short update

I apologize for not updating my blog T_T Anyway, china in less than 24 hours I have no idea what to feel sobs. Ok a quite recap of my week yay:

Spend Monday, Tuesday, & Thursday at home studying (or rather, trying to study) haha. But okay lah quite productive .. compared to other days. Was supposed to go out with JinYee/Claudia but I cancelled it because I had to study!! Hahahaha hashtag knowing my priorities winks. Studied at Mac Cafe with Celine, Germaine, Hazel, & Tedric on Wednesday. I HAD NO IDEA TEDRIC WAS THERE. Gasps well whatever, I managed to read my SS textbook, which was so damn dry :-( But I completed my SS homework!! Yay.

Had a mini class gathering yesterday at Yan's house~ With Annabel, Jamie, YooJin, Gordon, Isaac, JeeChong, JingHao. JingJie, Jonathan, MingShun, & WeiZhi! :D Didn't really BBQ since Yan's maid did most of the job HAHAHA but we had a great time catching up.

Finally finished packing my luggage!! Hopefully there would be wifi in the hotels I am staying at, but oh my god no Twitter + Facebook??? Sian. Shall just make the best out of it, & enjoy myself there LOL sense the hesitation heh.

Sorry for the late/short post!! Update soon xoxo

maybe because our promises were never even whole to start with

I don't even understand half of what I think

so what makes you think you do (because you don't, lol)

I make mistakes. Everybody do, don't they. What I don't understand is, if nobody tells me what wrongdoing I did which lead to my scolding. How do I change?? How do I improve?? Honestly, I really do not know.

Had an argument with my sister & I lost control. I admit that it was my fault, but I lost control not because of the matter. But was because of what the matter lead me to think. Really dislike her & the way she caused me to think. No, it's not my sister. It's someone related to me, & it's not my mother either. That person influenced my thinking, in such a bad bad way. I hate it.

Now's not the time to talk about that so oh well, will continue it one day when I get all sad & lonely & emotional.

Current mood right now: Confused, Complicated, Hurt, Tired
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Goodnight x

I'm friends with the monster

That's under my bed

They get along with

The voices in my head