I AM BACK!!!!!111!!11111!!

(posted on 12/21/14)

HIIIIIII MY FRIENDSSSSS

(oh god i am so excited to blog)

it's been so long since i last updated. i kind of forgotten how it feels to sit down in front of my computer typing out long chunks of words into this space. decided to create a new blog because my old one was dead and i wanted a new beginning.

i am pretty much still the same, in terms of looks, that's it. character-wise, i'm still as retarded as i was a few years back. but i think i have grown wiser & more independent. HAHA.

IN CASE YOU FORGOTTEN HOW I LOOKED LIKE:

ok just kidding

days when i don't go out, all i do is sit at home and watch dramas. life is so mundane it's killing me ugh.

note to self: find a hobby soon before i turn into a hobbit

one and a half month since o'level ended?? but it felt like one and a half year. it's kind of funny how before o'levels ended, i was so hyped up and stuff but now that o'level has ended, i have no idea where did my after o's plans flew too.

-_- so i decided to spend my remaining days wisely before i get back my o'level results. but i have no idea what to do zz.

not in the least bit excited to see my results neither am i excited to see people. nor am i excited for 2015 to come because it will just another screwed year. 2014 has been far from compromising my disappointment in 2013. as the years go passing by, it just get worse & worse. haven't seen anyone in 4IT (excluding those people i hang out w) since 13th Nov 2014 but it's okay, not like it matters anyways. :-)

i turned into such a pessimist ahhhhh

need to stop having such mindsets because it's ruining my life & the way i useD to feel about others. & it's bad bad bad. i know even nice people can do nasty things sometimes. but i am still learning to accept it which kinds of sucks.

been sleeping a lot lately, even when i am not tired. so my life schedule is basically: wake up, brunch, nap, drama, nap 1, dinner, nap 2, drama.

isn't it dull????

speaking of which, it's 4 days to Christmas & 10 days to the end of 2014 wth!? seriously questioning myself what am had i been doing for the past 15+ years of my life. i need to pick up some sort of hobby or get myself a going out buddy soon.

oh and i have formed this weird habit of paragraphing every thing when i am typing zz. i didn't even notice until a few days ago, when heiman texted me about CO camp & she commented that i paragraphed my texts. HAHAHAHA. but i have no intention to kick this habit tho, because it's not affecting me in any ways.

working w huiru tomorrow! it's my first official work in this entire year LOL i know it's pathetic. the work is only from 9am to 4pm & it's a plus point that i am working w her so i won't feel so awkward heh. most probably heading back to school to collect her erhu which was abandoned there since 2012.

debating whether to sleep or not because i do not sleep, i get into a concussion. no matter how many alarms i set, it won't exert any effects on me. and i have to be up by 7am tomorrow or it's gone game for me. meh.

going to end this post abruptly HAHA i suck. hopefully i will have the feel to blog for the next few days because i have so much more to talk about. ok bye!!!

THIS BLOG IS DEAD

visit my new one at:

www.iamshuqin.blogspot.com

:-)

2 weeks

so my blog finally reached 10000 views. heh. but I think half of it is mine?? LOL. ok anyways, feeling pretty moody right now bc I literally did nothing the entire day!?

woke up at 8am, took a bath and when I got out it was already close to 9am LIKE NO I DID NOT JUST TAKE ALMOST ONE HOUR TO BATH. ate breakfast and read the newspaper (yez call me a nerd), attempted to read the chinese newspaper, and managed to get through three articles haha god bless me BUT BY THE TIME I WAS DONE IT WAS ALREADY 11AM OKAY NOT KIDDING. I think I took like a minute to read each chinese sentence. lol. learnt a few scales bc piano exam & I have no idea when or how the heck did I fall asleep LOL. LOL. LOL. woke up at 1pm bc my sis was talking to me about my lunch ahahaha then bro went to buy etc etc. oh after lunch, I JUST SLACKED ALL THE WAY TILL 4PM??? was on twitter/ instagram/ youtube/ askfm and I freaking spend 2+hr on it sobs. practiced piano & went for a run. came home, bathe, and it's now 6pm. yep this is how I spend half of my day idling away. hahahaha.

decided to blog since 1) I can't concentrate on my work. 2) have been so long since I blogged. HAHA. and blogging lets me self comfort myself bc at least I did //something// although it was //nothing//. ahah get it???????!!!!?!?!?!///?? *smacks self*

regarding my title, I realized this is already the second week of July like I remembered 2 weeks ago (literally) I was talking about how quickly the June Holidays went (??? is this the correct word ???) & now I had already gone through 14 days of school. technically, it was more like 12 and a half day bc week 2 was pretty short. but wow can't believe that the days are passing by so fast.

so how's my life?? uh life is pretty normal lor. the usual boring stuff. wake up, bath, eat breakfast on the car, got to school, lesson, lesson, lesson, RECESS, lesson, lesson, lesson, LUNCH, more lessons/ lepak around. whenever I reach home, I will attempt to study but will end up getting distracted by everything (etc: my phone) oh speaking of studying, my 8-11 no social media plan is going quite ... okay I guess. that plan is just me not going on social media during , that's no twitter/ instagram/ whatsapp/ askfm/ etc. actually I had only carried it out for like 2 days bc the rest of the days I was napping during that period. HAHAHAHA.

during that 2 days, I will always end up doing my homework because there's just too much homework!? no complains though bc olevel is like round the corner, but I feel disappointed for those 2 days bc that 3 hours is actually for me to revise, not for me to do homework. :-( but whatever hahaha 40 more days to prelim lulululu

ahh the queue for my school food is really last warning. it's so damn long that by the time my friends & I order the food, we are only left with less than 10 minutes to eat? & then the displine commitee would be walking around 5 minutes BEFORE recess even ended, intrusting us to go back to our class like no fk off really damn irritated with them is2g. I mean I can't even eat my food in peace???! what's worse is the way they ask us to go back to class is damn rude (the teachers, the councillors are nice)

there was this once went to recess late bc we had to settle some admin stuff  & by the time we reached the canteen & buy our food, we are left with 7 minutes to eat (I remembered it bc Celine checked her phone before we sat down) so before we even manage to finish half of our food, a teacher came towards us & started telling us that we have to go back to class.

teacher with crappy attitude: WHY ARE YOU GUYS STILL HERE, FASTER EAT
me & my friends: -
& as you can see,  we were already trying to stuff ourselves with food that we didn't even have time to answer him/her
teacher: *continuing* OPEN YOUR MOUTH. SWALLOW YOUR FOOD.

WTF EXCUSE ME I HAVEN'T EVEN CHEW HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO SWALLOW IT I really pray that god bless those people with no brains thank you xoxo\\

this is just one of the many incidents that happened. if I got time I will list them all out (very bad english here LOL)

honestly if they expect students to respect teachers, shouldn't they respect others first??? really can't stand adults who think just bc they're older, they're more respectful. well sorry, respect is earned, not commanded, not demanded. being older does not mean being wiser, neither does it means being better than others or being more superior. people who think they're da best & they're the bomb is just turn off??? actually I really wish they're a bomb so they can explode & just die?????? ok that was mean BUT WELL IDW TO GROW UP BC IDW TO BECOME SOME PATHETIC ADULT BEING I swear.

there was this aunt that came to my house for dinner (which I didn't ate bc I don't like eating with adults hahahaha, yes call me judgemental but whatever) & she scolded me for not combing my hair after bathing?! like ok maybe she cares for my hair (keyword: MY hair), but I don't see the necessity in the scolding? lol. & even after I politely declined & stated that it's bad for my hair if I combed it after bathing (some random fact I read on Twitter last year, & had been following it ever since then LOL) she still asked me to comb it. & she proceeded to question me on why didn't I dry my hair properly after bathing.

alright so firstly, it's MY choice not HERS???? & it's MY hair not HERS????! I know there will confirm be people saying, "it's HER mouth not YOURS, so you can't choose what she say" ok so friendly reminder that's it's MY house not HERS????! lol.

I have no idea why am I so angsty. HAHA. must be one of the side effects of growing up. it's like as you grow older, you hate more & more people. LOLLOL. ok jk I am still the nice ShuQin 2 years back .. actually no jk I wish I am. but nah, I've changed so much (in terms of character. looks-wise, not so) that if I meet this person I am two years back, I wouldn't even have recognize myself.

hmm k enough with all of these, the past 2 weeks was not bad, especially this week. went out quite a number of times haha. bc there was only 2 & a half day of school hehehe.

went to Hazel house on Monday bc Youth Day WOOHOO. tried to study but failed but IT'S OKAY WE HAD FUN. idk why I always laugh a lot when I am with her LOL. we did Joyin's card & waxed my leg which resulted in wax everywhere & we had to use nail polish removal to remove the wax from the floor then we just lazed around oh & we ate laska maggie mee which tasted damn nice oh damn cheap thrill.

school on Tues & Wed was booo000OOOOring as usual. visited CO with Annabel, Benmy Gordon, Jonathan, & Yongler on Wednesday. did a bit of amath there haha & had h2h talk with Sab (sort of) ok can't wait to continue that session haha.

ended school early on both Thurs & Fri happygirl98!! watched TFIOS with Huiru on Thursday. :-) before that, we had lunch with Ethan, Gordon, Jonthan, Kelvin, & Samuel. OH AND I SAW XUBIN?! omg ok so firstly, we were at the basement & there was this crowd infront of a new shop & I didn't think much at first but after walking by idk who shouted "omg it's xubin" & I looked & I just started spazzing like idk why HAHAAHA THEN I HIT EVERYONE AROUND ME. ok sorry guys. wanted to take a picture of him but the manager chased us away?! (i think it was because of the fact that I was shouting "oh my god" at a frequency of 400hz)walked away disappointed bc I wanted to post on my snapchat story haha then went to Popeyes & was eating when suddenly Jonathan pointed at the winder & went like: "wts xubin just walked past" then I looked but there was no one?! didn't believed him but he kept insisting that he saw him so I went out to take a look but there was really no one LOL so I sat down & continued eating until I looked out of the window & I really saw him. LOL. obviously I spazzed like mad again & Gordon told me to take a picture since I was going crazy (actually no, I was just hyper) but I didn't dare to move bc I was damn high HAHAHAHA so Huiru ran out & after a short while I followed her & she dragged me in for a photo idk?? ya basically that's it

parted ways with the guys & watched TFIOS with Huiru. it was .. meh. ok la not bad I guess? I KEPT LAUGHING. WHILE OTHERS WERE CRYING. i mean i don't even find it sad!? ok I feel heartless but seriously. most epic part was when the guy said "the cancer spreaded to all the cells in my body" blahblah etc, when he said that, I was actually bending down tying my shoelaces so I didn't hear that part. & when I got up literally all the girls in the cinema were crying!? & I was totally like wtf is happening. I tried to cry okay BUT I CAN'T. LIKE ALL THE SAD PARTS I WAS FREAKING TRYING TO FORCE OUT TEARS. BUT NO. THEY REFUSES TO COME OUT. when the movie ended I just went lol r u srs. HAHAHAHAHA.

anyways, school also ended at 11pm on Friday!! YAY. but I had extra bio lessons which dragged all the way till 1pm lol but wtv. headed to cityhall with Sheryl after school!! had sushi express x llaollao. talked alot with her. like we have so much things to talk about????? oh & llaollao is damn nice omg Sheryl was damn funny bc she is damn bimbotic la so it was really hilarious the way she talks about llaollao. HAHA. went home at 4+?? pretty much a great day/ :-) but didn't manage to take any photos together though. hahaha.

having o'level SPA next Monday & Wednesday I am so nervous haha. but it's okay. alright I think I've found my motivation to study. YEZ. shall blog soon Okay I PROMISE. adios bitchachos

wanted to go on a haitus

then I realized I am already having one. HAHA. sorry for not blogging in such a long time. initially wanted to blog last saturday (because someone complained that i did not keep to my words(??) of blogging "once every two days" tsk) buT I KEPT GETTING DISTRACTED sighs so yes I shall settle down now and blog heh

anyways, tomorrow is day 180! the last day of June. which means one month closer to o'levels, and one month closer to freedom. HAHAHA. //trying to be optimistic. but what sucks is that tomorrow, day 180,  is also the first day of term 3. argh. like totally not excited?! although I am glad that I can finally get out of the house, but thinking about lessons and revisions and teachers and people is just a turn off. :-(

on the bright side, no more CCA yay! not exactly sure is that a good or bad thing, but I shall take it as a positive thing for now. will definitely miss CO yea, no doubt. but it's nice to be able to reach home early on wednesdays & fridays (but knowing my school, confirm have protected time/remedial/lectures until 5pm aka reach home at 8pm lol)

recently, my room underwent some revamp which include having my room divided into two to house my sister and her boyfriend lol was damn unhappy about it because my new space is so small I can't even breath please. ok that was kind of an exaggeration BUT IT'S TO EMPHASIZE ON MY UNHAPPINESS. HAHAHAAH. & what pisses me off the most was when I came home to find my things moved into some unknown location without my permission like hello??? it's damn rude??? lol??? but okay whatever I have learnt to build a bridge & get over it (more like I am still //trying to// get over it) haha

june was quite an eventful month to me, I guess. although I did not study at all, like legit not even kidding. HAHAHAHA so much for my study plan which I spend one day planning. hahaha. ok I can say I did emaths revision and bio notes, but it's those kind of revision which is not challenging my brain at all. technically, it just means I did not work/use my brain for one month. LOL.

really pump up for next month because it will be busy & I like busy scheldues I KNOW PEOPLE ARE LIKE JUDGING ME RN HAHA but having packed days just keeps my mind off everything. which makes m happy, for like, once? I don't like free time because I would just start over thinking and worry about non-existence problems which will make me feel x10325829 worse.

oh and I decided to stop using social media from 8pm to 11pm everyday. haha, hopefully I will adhere to it. & the holidays screw up my sleeping cycle so badly I need to spend some time to readjust it. sad. I will miss being able to wake up at 11am everyday :')

okay enough with the words!! shall end of this post with pictures that basically sums up my whole June holidays. :-) ending off now ahaha HAPPY JULY EVERYONE ^_^

well, I hope you're happy

i am just asian without the a

I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED BC
1) school is reopening in 2 weeks time = more tests more pressure more workload
2) all i ever did for the past 2 weeks was to sleep. record was sleeping for 14 hours straight
3) homework undone revision untouched?
4) zero motivation to study despite olevels drawing near ahahahaha... ha. haha
5) i feel sleepy 25/7
6) whenever i have enough sense to settle down in front of my study table to start doing something productive, it would already be 2am
7) no enough time to study liao lor
8) really can't see to focus no matter what, which is really driving me nuts. words can't describe how screwed i really am bc this holiday was meant for ME to be PRODUCTIVE & for me to catch up on all my school work but it ended up being a time where i just laze around like some cow eating grass (idek what is this meant to describe)
9) daily schedules include: sleep late -> wake up late -> tired -> can't start work -> procrastinate until late at night -> can't sleep bc worry abt hw -> sleep late -> cycle repeats
10) the fact that only 2 weeks remain yet i have no drive to start revising all the subjects or maybe even to start on my homework is really stressing me out

add number 11 to the list:
my sis bf moving in = sharing room with me & my sis = need to rearrange my whole room. zz like what the heck i hate it when people touch/move my stuff & i took a long time to finish reorganizing my whole room (drawers, shelves, etc) & now i need to shift all these things again?! the thing is he intitally didn't even wanted to move in l but my mum kept asking my sis to ask him for idk what retarded reason which somemore concern me? bc i share room with my sis. so for the past week, my mum has been convincing me to give up my room like hell no man. it's my bed you're talking about , it's my things you're talking about. & it's my o'levels you are talking about. i mean, i have absolutely no issues with him moving in as long as i am not dragged into the whole need-to-find-a-room shit but once it involves my things & me having to settle
else somewhere just bc of some stupidd reason that my mum have, then no way man. another reason why my room would be off-limit is bc the whole "resettlement" (me moving out, him moving in) thing would take place during august & it's my prelim. it's an exam i do not wish to screw up again. i almost screwed up my PSLE bc my family was going through tough times during 2010 but i have totally no interest in screwing up my olevels  i know to others they might think i am downright selfish? but i honestly do not think in any way should i give up my own space (& my own studying corner/bed??) just so others can be in comfort. is like i gave in so much all of the damn time that i do not even have a say or even an opinion in these things anymore.

ok feels so good to rant out what has been bothering me for the past week :D

kk nights xo

p.s: i reallyreally hope i can start bucking up this week (although monday(today) is already gone) so at least i know i did a week of packed productive revision before school reopens.

(& sorry this post is so wordy aka boring I PROMISE TO BE MORE INTERESTING OKAY)

needs a life

i am trying to figure out why is the title of this post so weird
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okay whatever. HELLO. HEHE. I know I haven't been blogging for the past week because I had been busy ... going out. :P

Actually aimed to finish my homework by this week, but at the rate I am progressing, I don't think it's going to work out. AHAHAHA. I think it's really time for me to settle down & get my priorities right. Less than a year to o'levels omg? Quite thankful that I feel a little stress right now because it means that at least I would be worried & this would force myself to study. LOL. Looking back on this year, I realized quite a lot of things have happened despite it being a mere 6 months. :O I think I have grown quite a lot haha in terms of my maturity level & my ability to handle things. *pats myself on the back* But there's still a lot of things for me to improve on though, such as being more committed to my studies & managing my emotions better.

On a lighter tone; this week was wonderful!! :D Monday was the ultimate stay-at-home-&-nua day hehe. Then from Tuesday onwards, there's extension week. :-( Was really reluctant to head back to school after having a fun-filled day on Sunday but urgh life.

Watched Maleficent with Germaine on Tuesday HAHA. Before that we had Popeyes with Jolene :-) The movie date was kind of impromptu because it basically was

Me: OMG I WANT TO WATCH MALEFICENT SIA
Germaine: OMG I ALSO
Me: After school you want go watch??
Germaine: OKAY ON

uh yez that's it. We were both so excited to watch the show that we kept squealing/laughing at everthing (.. I think it was only me) before the movie even start. The movie was really nice!! Rushed home after that & this concludes my day haha.

Oh btw, had maths olympaid on Tuesday which was like amaths paper WITHOUT THE USE OF CALCULATOR whoosh swear I really didn't expect it to me

Went back to CO on Wednesday! Partly was because I wanted to take my erhu back (which in the end, I FORGOTTEN that my purpose of going CO was to take it back -_-) & partly was because Sabrina had to pass me something.

But actually she planned to surprise me but .. I kind of ruined my own surprise because I walked in on her & Enqi preparing my card. LOL. Kk rewind back a bit. I was at the percussion area rubbing my eyes WHEN SUDDENLY MY RIGHT EYE DAMN PAIN LIKE THOSE SHARP PAIN then obviously I had to go to the toilet to use the mirror so I walked out & .. I saw a cake on the floor.

Me:
Sab:
Me:
Sab:
Me: Oh
Sab: Hi

Then Sabrina suddenly realized I saw the cake then she just started going "shit shit" but I didn't actually replied her because my eye was stinging so yes AHAHAHA. went to the toilet & my contact lens dropped out ON THE DAY I FORGOTTEN TO CARRY MY SPECS WITH ME??///?/?? so I was basically half-blinded zz. Went back to CO room etc etc & during break Sabrina just came up to me & said like: "aiya since you alr know we surprising you YOU SET UP YOUR OWN CAKE LA" wah best junior award ikr AHAHAHA. but quite thankful actually bc I didn't expect them (sabrina, cherhsien, idk???) to buy me a cake. :-) & then my other juniors came up to hobo the cake lollllzzz ok moving on, I was in the CO room when suddenly something falls out of my eye & upon closer inspection it was like this small piece of contact lens which was still stuck in my eye & thank god it did dropped out if not I might have been really blind LOL.

IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY ABOUT WEDNESDAY BECAUSE I WENT HOME & SLEPT TILL THE NEXT MORNING LOL

//fastforward to Thursday//
Uh nothing exciting happened that day, except that I went to macs with Carissa & Celine. Been such a long long time since the 3 of us last ate out. The last time the three of us eat together was like what? Last year?? Haha.

Earlier on that day, Carissa & Ziminn were throwing lettuce on each other in the canteen & somehow me & Celine became involved. LOL. It was freaking hilarious omg practically died of laughter.

Friday!! Which was yesterday!! Really very happy because I had a belated birthday celebration in the canteen. HAHAHA. My class was released early for recess LIKE FINALLY but thanks to Carissa who said hi to chen lao shi which cause her having to carry this stack of worksheets all the way up to third level AND WE HAD TO WAIT FOR HER and also Celine who kept going to the toilet/tying her shoelaces that by the time we reached the canteen, it was already 11:10. Joyin suddenly came up to us & dragged Ziminn aside & told her something. Then idk what happened etc etc I wandered off & I saw Heiman who pulled me away & Ziminn came also then amidst the whole confusion I saw a bunch of my friends preparing this cake then I just "oh ok" SO I RUINED MY OWN SURPRISE. AGAIN. TWICE. ZZ. LOL. whatever but ya
sang the birthday song & ate the cake & yes very happy lor haha. It was like my first time having a celebration in the canteen haha! Throughout the years I am always seeing people celebrate their birthdays in the canteen & yesterday was finally my turn HAHAHA.

Had lectures after recess which consist of my friends pointing out to every guy that walked past me as "shuqin's boyfriend number __" LOL. SO DURING SS LECTURE I MADE A BET WITH CELINE THAT I AM NOT GOING TO TALK TO ANY GUYS & she took my textbooks & threw them to shaokiat in a bid to make me talk to guys so she can win. k. ok. okay. k but I took my revenge by stuffing papers down her shirt yay for me thanks!!1111!!11!

Out with LYCO after school :D (with the exception of Annabel bc it was Shin's birthday :-( ) Went to watch Blended & it was honestly nicer than I thought it would be. Was really funny ok kept laughing throughout the whole movie AHAHAHA. Then camwhored outside Marina Square. There was this moment where PuiTing pointed to this big sign & she was like: "eh!! let's take photos there!" probably because the space in front of the sign was huge & spacious but .. there was something else though, JiaYing said: "OMG PUITING WHY? U WANT TAKE PHOTO INFRONT OF THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES SIGN AH?" couldn't stop laughing we all stood there laughing for almost 3 minutes after JiaYing said that because it was priceless. Shall upload the photos in the next post! (yes I took photo of that sign haha) Oh & they brought me this giant(??) rabbit hehehe. Not really giant la but quite big!! Contented with the present although it was like 5 days late. HAHAHA. I THINK I AM EASILY CONTENTED. LOL. BUT WHATEVER.

OKAY SO THIS SUMS UP MY WEEK. Looking forward to another exciting week .. filled with revisions ahahaha nvm shall just study hard now & play hard after o'levels. :-) HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

16th :-)

so it was my birthday yesterday yay!! had a very great & lovely time haha thanks to everyone who took time(??) off to wish me especially those who wished me at 12am on SMS/whatsapp/twitter. really touched. :D & thanks to huiru for dedicating an instagram post to me hehehehe this is the first time someone dedicated a post to me YAY TOUCHED

wanted to nap from 2pm to 3pm today ... but i slept till 6pm instead. so I guess tonight will be a sleep-is-for-the-weak-i-will-regret-this-tomorrow night for me again :-(

was out with fangying, huiru, & jiawei on Saturday!!! went to eighteen chef followed by teoheng & finally dessert at some shop in katong complex. originally, we planned to meet 3pm at paya lebar. time check: 1430, i was still at home finding my shoes. HAHAHA. but uh they changed the venue to somerset instead, so by the time I reached there, it was already 1540 HAHAHA. but hey not bad la considering that by the time I left house it was already 1440 :p hurried to eighteen che & we waited for a freaking??? 30mins??? for our food??? okay??? but oh well it was cheap so whatever.

by the time we were done eating, it was already like near to 5pm. & we booked a room in teoheng from 5-7 LOL. spent like 5mins debating whether a not to cab or just take train. stick with the second option in the end, bc aunties ok kidding hahaha reached teoheng at like 1740 LOL so we were only left with slightly more than 1 hour to sing blahblah

spot the jiawei

oh while we were waiting for the bus at payalebar, jiawei suddenly said: "eh shuqin, do you eat melted stuff" then I am like: "uh .. I guess so" AND SHE SHOVED A BDAE CAKE ONTO MY HANDS. HAHA. technically, it's more like a slice of bdae cake hahaha. & huiru passed me this very long message that she wrote on a card :')

halfway through, zihao came//???//, headed for dessert at the basement & everyone was teasing zihaothat he came for jiawei. it was damn funny omg, laughed till we cried. before that we had some photoshoot at the entrance NOT REALLY A PHOTOSHOOT BUT IT WAS EMBARRASSING (kind of??) HAHAHAHA.

reached home at around 10pm, was tired but had a great time :-) & it was my first time receiving clothes as my present so I didn't really know how to react, but was contENTED WITH THE SHADES THEY GOT ME THOUGH :D HAHA. BC IT'S PINK!! YAY.

ok fast foward to sunday, which was yesterday!! :-) HAD A VERY EXCITING TIME SPENDING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ...... 5 hours of tuition yea! but ok that's not the main point haha.

my chem tuition was from 12-2 at hougang, together with andrea & jiaying. so after it ended I was the first to walked out & I headed straight to the door. I expected andrea & jiaying to be behind me but no there was like still inside. then suddenly jiaying called out "eh shuqin!", so i just looked back & went "WHAT" before I continued walking out.

it was really damn epic bc germaine & joyin were actually waiting OUTSIDE my tuition room, waiting to surprise me but .. I didn't even notice them?? HAHAHA. THE WORST PART WAS WHEN JIAYING CALLED ME, I ACTUALLY LOOKED AT BOTH GERMAINE AND JOYIN BUT I TOOK NO NOTICE OF THEM. until when I looked back again, then I REALIZED THAT THEY WERE THERE. HAHAHA. was really really happy to see them, then joyin pointed to this stuff toy that they had place IN FRONT of the door, which I was so blind not to see. HAHAHA. I didn't even notice the stuff toy?? BUT I LIKE THE PRESENT ALOT BC IT WAS FROM CRAFTHOLIC OMG happy happy

joyin actually wanted to film my expression when i see them but all she got was .. me walking out of the door. HAHAHAHA. then went to some place in hougang mall to eat but i didn't managed to take any photo of the food bc we were all hungry heh but was touched that germaine & joyin came down all the way to hougang to surprise me :-)

had to rush off for amaths tuition wth sobs. honestly was quite sian bc who would fancy 3hours of amaths on their birthday?? so yea. sad. then after amaths tuition, i received a message from joyin asking me for my address bc germaine needed it as her mum wanted to know(??) i didn't sense that anything was amiss so i just message her back

after a while, celine called me asking for my address bc her mum ALSO NEED TO KNOW MY ADDRESS?? & at that point of time I got a bit suspicious bc why would their mum need to know my address???

me: omg why your mum & germaine's mum want my address at the same time sia
celine: uh bc idk bc i want to borrow smthing then is from your house uh ya your house only your house got
me: oh can borrow from carissa!!!
celine: what er carissa ya carissa ok can ok i will borrow from her hehehasndalndsaip but only your house have that thing ah ya
me: huh what thing
celine: your house that thing ok nvm it's ok BYE

after I hung up, celine messaged me telling me that she left her chem textbook in sch but she have chem tuition the next day (today) so she wanted to come my house to take it

i believed her. okay end of story.

wah damnit I think I am damn gullible? zz :-( reached home & entered my room, all i saw was a pile of balloons beside my sister's bed. THEN SUDDENLY THE BALLOONS STARTED MOVING OK I GOT A SHOCK WTS. & then carissa celine and ziminn jumped out at me & started singing Happy Birthday WAH I WAS DAMN SHOCK OH MY GOD & I CRIED. LOL. really damn grateful for them hahahaha. very very touched.

my mum was excitedly trying to capture everything on film, which she showed to carissa and ziminn afterwards but all she managed to capture was .. 2 seconds of us jumping around. HAHAHAHAHA.

after their surprise yay love

uh so etc etc hobo-ed at my house for a while before heading to TM for dinner, carissa had to go home bc her sis cooked bibimbap LOL oh and hazel came to join us!!!! she made me this very cute bdae card haha called 16 things I love about you sweet right. anyways went to pastamania before going to the acarde & walk around for a while ((plus camwhore lewl)) then swarm into swensen for free icecream #cheapskate & while we were all feeling embarrassed, hazel was embarking on a self rant that for the past 16 years of her life, she didn't know swensen serve free icecream on each person's birthday HAHAHAHA.

getting free icecream bc cheapskate

typical toilet shot

walk-every-three-steps-take-one-selfie shot

by the time I got home, it was nearing 11pm haha. then celebrated with my family!!!! actually it was just eating the cake HAHAHA. but oh well whatever the cake was nice.

ft my bro

so yep had a lovely day celebrating with my friends/family. hahahaha, really thankful for everyone ;-) and to everyone that wish me!!!! REALLY GRATEFUL. ^_^ can't believe I am 16 already lol. I don't even feel 14. HAHA. extension week from tomorrow till Friday sobs. on the bright side, at least I get to skip 2 hours of lessons bc of maths olympiad.

but the thought of being back in school having normal lessons tomorrow really kill the mood. no seriously who likes being in a place where you just feel like a disappointment & you have to please everyone especially the stupid school with their stupid grooming rules & stupid grooming checks where you have to constantly worry for the whole time you are in the school with "oh my god is my skirt long enough" "oh my god is my hair neat enough" & every time the discipline comm walks past you just find yourself unknowingly checking for your grooming because you are afraid of being caught yes please tell how to enjoy schooling in this kind of state. LOL

OKAY ENOUGH OF RANTING. HAHAHAHA. I REALIZED I ALWAYS END THE POST WITH MY RANTINGS. ok shall end it on a happy note!!

HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS EVERYONE. :-) (is this happy enough??///?/)

I AM ACTUALLY QUITE INTERESTING

OKAY I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG AGAIN LOL. GLAD THAT THIS WEEK IS OVER HEHE. actually nothing much happened this week lor,

headed to KFC with Germaine after school on Monday!! :)
had class photo taking on Tuesday, was quite happy with it tbh. my class had some eyewear theme & we wore our class tee (EXCEPT FOR DENYSE HAHAHAHA) carissa and me wanted to look cool but I think we look like bimbos instead LOL.
Wednesday was interclass. quite boring uh as we only have 2 sports. soccer - for boys, & badminton - for girls. which is retarded bc idek how to play?? pretty much tyco all the way, but me & celine ended up getting kicked out after the first round. BUT IT'S OK. BC WE TRIED. HAHAHA.
had normal lessons on Thursday. sound exciting ikr. but I am so happy that I managed to (barely) scraped through the day. :D

some photos from this week ^_^

after phototaking!! pardon my face HAHA

before interclass :-)

i tried to take a class selfie .. (keyword: i TRied) uh ya
as usual my face is unglam so yez shall replace it with a pig yay

supported cherhsien for his class service learning bc I am
a nice senior winkz ;-)
ok jk huiru paid the money lulu

photos with my two minions!!! ok kidding haha
james is damn irritating bc he don't allow
me to post his face wtf?? (trivia: had to pester him for 10 minutes just
to take this photo)

anyways I am so excited for this weekend!!!!11!

1) birthday is coming up woohoo
2) IT'S THE JUNE HOLIDAY

really very happy that it's the holidays because I really really need a break like legit not even kidding. i have no idea why i will still feel sleepy even after napping for 2/3 hrs. :-( needs to kick this bad habit away haha.

went for ptc today & thank god it went quite smoothly. improved by 40 level positions but my results is still like shit HAHAHA :p & i finally finished packing my room!!!! YAY. took like one week to pack?? but quite contented with the outcome lah. & I also finish my testimonial!! :D .. like 20 mins ago. I FEEL QUITE CHEATED BC ALL ALONG I THOUGHT TESTIMONIAL IS SPELT AS "TESTIMONY"???//?/ OK I DIN EVEN KNOW IT'S THE WRONG SPELLING PLUS I WENT AND GOOGLE "how to spell testimony" SOMEMORE lollol.

ok this post is getting quite sianzzzz so i shall just end off here. ;-) will do a proper post soon heh BYE

life pt 2 bc i can't think of a better name

ONE MORE DAY TO FRIDAY. so pumped up for the weekends hehehhocndksns. although this week ain't that tiring, but idk why i keep sleeping?? lol. :-(

worse part is i just keep eating & sleeping & eating aka life of a pig aka life of shuqin aka screw this shit school is messing up my life

got back results today & honestly it's damn bad idew think about it. but then there's always the bloody reflections we have to do. it's like I DON'T EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT MY RESULTS AGAIN THEN THEY WANT US TO REFLECT??? omg

& half the time whenever I look back in ny papers I am just like: nonoNOno

i know eventually i would have to face up to reality & look at the damn paper + think about the mistakes i made so i can correct them but actually no thankyou i would rather just be in an ignorance is bliss situation.

it's a damn bad mindset but rn i just can't bring myself to face up to people bc all that i can think of is their disappointed faces (but actually tbh they dh a right to be angry bc it's MY paper so yes hahahahaha)

Hazel came to my house yesterday & we spend 3/5 of the time eating plus 1/5 ok twitter & 1/5 waiting for the movie to load. WATCHED THIS MOVIE WHICH WAS DAMN LAME BUT HAZEL WANTED TO CONTINUE WATCHING IT.

"i feel that i am insulting my intelligence by watching this movie" hazel said
"but let's continue watching it" hazel said

Ya ok so i was whining for her to stop BUT SHE REFUSES TO. sobs.

OKAY ANYWAYS I AM KEEPING MY PROMISE OF BLOGGING ONCE EVERY THREE DAYS YAY. Ok shall end off now but idk how to end off so

.. ye goodnight

life

oh my god.

I AM EXHAUSTED.

side track a bit, sorry that I did not blog for quite some time hahaha :-( two months, to be exact. - was so busy with school work and revision that I forgotten my blog existed until I was scrolling through my Twitter & I saw my blog link opps. nevertheless I am so happy that I finally have time to sit down and type a decent post hehe.

*abruptly changes topic*

exams are finally over!!! (i meant to post this last Friday .. but oh well) played like mad for the past three days because I know I am pretty much screwed once I get back my results.

.... i think my definition of playing was rolling on my bed watching rooftop prince & getting up occasionally to eat and pee ....

BUT OKAY WHATEVER MOVING ON, got back SS, amaths, & english today. uh let's not talk about it because it was pretty bad haha :-( I am quite sad tbh but I shall just suck it up + work harder for prelim 2 T_T (this is what i said after EVERY exam, but it NEVER happens LOL)

okay back to the main topic,

I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE AHAHAHAHA THIS IS ONLY MAY BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY DO I FEEL SO TIRED 3492830% OF THE TIME. looking forward to the june holdiays I PROMISE I WILL MAke full use of it this time round omg I am really going to treasure every single break right now man. ME AND SEC 4 ARE NOT WORKING OUT I CANT BELIEVE I AM ALREADY A SEC 4. when i was a sec 2, I used to think sec 1 is a honeymoon year. NOW THAT I AM A SEC 4, I THINK SEC 2 WAS TRULY THE HONEY MOON YEAR

some updates on life:

1. less than 4 months to o'level, if there's 180 days left, & I have 9 subjects (if I count the half subjects in combined humans as one subject each), so I have approximately 20 days to study each subject LOL OKAY ONE WORD - screwed
2. daily routine involves waking up feeling like shit and going to bed feeling like shit
3. decided to stop having drama marathons till end of olevels!! i mean 1 or 2 episodes a day is fine, but not 5 episodes a day. (like what I did with rooftop prince, 10 episodes a night hahaha) bc it's quite waste time to me, like I spend 5 hours staring at my screen when I can actually do more productive things like maybe studying?? or getting a life
4. basically forgotten what I had been doing for the past two months so I shall look through my camera & try to remember significant events lolsiezzz
5. shall make it a point to blog once every three days during the june holiday (have been saying this since like foreveaaaaaa) realized that I only have 7 post this year GASPs & 4 of them are posted in March HAHAHA.

Ok I have no idea what to talk about because I think this is getting quite boring & I lost the hang of blogging O_O (omg does this make any sense??) SO YEZ SHALL HEAD TO BED NOW HEHE.

Just recalled a conversation today.

Gordon: eh your eyebags bigger than your brain
Me: at least my life longer than your dick
Kevin: your jokes are like your surname
Me: what
Gordon: what
Jonathan: LOL KOH

WOW OKAY THANKS GUYS HAHAHAHA but I will sure miss them next year (uh maybe except kevin bc idek him??)

OKAY GOODNIGHT YAYYERZ. on a side note, I AM SO HAPPY I AM BACK TO BLOGGING HAHAHAHA AFTER BEING ON A HIATUS FOR SO LONG yay.

Will upload photos in the next post. :D