i am just asian without the a

I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED BC
1) school is reopening in 2 weeks time = more tests more pressure more workload
2) all i ever did for the past 2 weeks was to sleep. record was sleeping for 14 hours straight
3) homework undone revision untouched?
4) zero motivation to study despite olevels drawing near ahahahaha... ha. haha
5) i feel sleepy 25/7
6) whenever i have enough sense to settle down in front of my study table to start doing something productive, it would already be 2am
7) no enough time to study liao lor
8) really can't see to focus no matter what, which is really driving me nuts. words can't describe how screwed i really am bc this holiday was meant for ME to be PRODUCTIVE & for me to catch up on all my school work but it ended up being a time where i just laze around like some cow eating grass (idek what is this meant to describe)
9) daily schedules include: sleep late -> wake up late -> tired -> can't start work -> procrastinate until late at night -> can't sleep bc worry abt hw -> sleep late -> cycle repeats
10) the fact that only 2 weeks remain yet i have no drive to start revising all the subjects or maybe even to start on my homework is really stressing me out

add number 11 to the list:
my sis bf moving in = sharing room with me & my sis = need to rearrange my whole room. zz like what the heck i hate it when people touch/move my stuff & i took a long time to finish reorganizing my whole room (drawers, shelves, etc) & now i need to shift all these things again?! the thing is he intitally didn't even wanted to move in l but my mum kept asking my sis to ask him for idk what retarded reason which somemore concern me? bc i share room with my sis. so for the past week, my mum has been convincing me to give up my room like hell no man. it's my bed you're talking about , it's my things you're talking about. & it's my o'levels you are talking about. i mean, i have absolutely no issues with him moving in as long as i am not dragged into the whole need-to-find-a-room shit but once it involves my things & me having to settle
else somewhere just bc of some stupidd reason that my mum have, then no way man. another reason why my room would be off-limit is bc the whole "resettlement" (me moving out, him moving in) thing would take place during august & it's my prelim. it's an exam i do not wish to screw up again. i almost screwed up my PSLE bc my family was going through tough times during 2010 but i have totally no interest in screwing up my olevels  i know to others they might think i am downright selfish? but i honestly do not think in any way should i give up my own space (& my own studying corner/bed??) just so others can be in comfort. is like i gave in so much all of the damn time that i do not even have a say or even an opinion in these things anymore.

ok feels so good to rant out what has been bothering me for the past week :D

kk nights xo

p.s: i reallyreally hope i can start bucking up this week (although monday(today) is already gone) so at least i know i did a week of packed productive revision before school reopens.

(& sorry this post is so wordy aka boring I PROMISE TO BE MORE INTERESTING OKAY)