don't let someone dim your light, just simply because it's not shining in their eyes

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Today has been a relatively bad day because I realized I have tons of uncompleted assignments & un-revised tests. Was so tense up I almost broke down (omg do u see the pun lol) Had CO today & half the time was spend floating around the different sections because there was no damn instructor they manage to hire for huqin even after 3 months of searching for one. Really do not know if it's the instructors' they approached's problem or the school's problem.

Oh & basically:

1) blogging through my phone right now so hopefully this post won't be deleted like some of my previous posts

2) have not blog for a couple of weeks so i am sorry readers (if they is even any lol) for the inactiveness

3) gonna gain 482829284kg from stuffing myself with chocolates non-stop today

Received a number of Valentine's Day gifts from different people & damn paiseh lah bc I didn't actually prepare anything & I really dk how to react when people give me stuff

Overpowering human beings shoving things up my face: HEY SHUQIN THIS IS FOR YOU

Me: er ok u look nice

That was exaggerated but yeah you get what I mean. 

& ya it's PICTURE TIME YAY!!!

Had school on Sunday because of the CNY alumni gathering & it was just another typical camwhoring section for me lor.

On a more serious tone,

Was quite demoralized today because I didn't do as well as what I expected. Oh wait. My results aren't even a single bit close to what I expected. Yeah basically I failed everything lol! 

Thankfully, I am able to get through the day & yeah control my emotions so really it's a miracle I did all that. It's quite sad when teachers think I do not care about my results or whatsoever just because they believe I have already arrived at this stage where a pass or a fail is just merely nothing but a number to me. But truthfully, it's not. I am just pretending that it does not affects me so I wouldn't look that pathetic with my shitty results even after studying for something. I am acting that this result mean nothing to me but inside, I am silently cursing myself & hurting inside. Internal bleeding lol. You can don't see it, but I can still feel it.

Moving on, one thing I notice in my class is that it's so full of girls that if you want to be notice by teachers, you have to either be 

1) the super smart get A1 for everything

2) the fail everything until teacher must come look for you for remedial (A.K.A *drumroll*, me!!!!!!)

3) the teacher's pet that all teachers simply adores & nobody have any idea why

4) the loud who comment on every single shit 

or lastly,

5) the guys because we only have a pathetic amount of 4 boys

The rest are basically people whom voices you have never heard before. I am just kidding. But technically it kind of make sense right!!!! Although I know most people in 4IT but I am close to like very few of them haha & I rarely text anyone from my class. So. This is the social life story of Shu Qin in 4IT.

OKAY RANDOM PICTURE TIMEZ BECAUSE IT'S GETTING TOO WORDY 

Next week is the ultimate test of my endurance because * starts rapping* mon chem test tues eng test wed bio test fri emaths test completed with career talks & CCA which results in everyday ending at 6pm oh & not forgetting the fact that we have 2 marked assignments to be handed up by Monday wowe revision much work many stress such time to study whoooz yo mah homies life iz gr8 

Decided to do my bucket list for 2014 since I realized I do not have any plans for 2014 & it's boring!!! 

Be a nice human

Brighten up someone's day

Learn the guitar

Make friends with a complete stranger

Meet someone whose birthday falls on 29 Feb 

Get to know a pair of twins

Stand up for something I believe in

Take a picture with a foreigner

Run a marathon

Watch a movie alone

& lastly,

((I am going to be judge for this))

Tweet something that managed to get 

at least 1000+ Twitter RT 

BECAUSE IT LOOKS SO COOL OMG 

CAN U IMAGINING PEOPLE IN SG

THAT SAW YOUR 1000+RT TWEET??

Shall end off now because I sound very gay la oh my god OKAY GOODNIGHT PEOPLE heading to school for consultation tomorrow damn! Goodnight & I will hopefully have time to blog soon. :D