SugarRush;

OMG SO I WENT TO HUIRU'S BLOG AND THE FIRST SONG THAT CAME UP WAS VIRUS!!! :D <3 HEHE.

Hmm, so yepp. I promised Gordon that I will update. SEE GORDON I AM SO GOOD :D

Anw, times flies reallyreally fast. Before we knew it. Its 2012. Had 3.5km run on Friday :O Wow, a year has passed since last year's run! I still remember the blog title; Run Baby Run. HAHAH. So, this year, it was something special! Cause I joined in the competitive run! ^-^Together with JiaYing, Amelia and PuiTing :D

Woke up at 6 then got ready by 6.15 :O Achievement unlocked. Hehe. Ate Donut and drank Milo :D Then went to Blk 147 to fetch Huiru and Jonathan since they taking my dad's car. I met WeiLing! ^-^ In the car, it was kidda awkward HAHA. So I listened to 98.7fm :D

When we reached EastCoastPark, it was only like.. 6.55am? It was still dark but there alot of people alr! So walked around with Huiru and Jonathan like 3 blind mices. Hahahs. Met Annabel, Isaac and Ethan then Ms Teo called me and we went to collect our Class Tee! <3 Sadly, we din have a class tee last year :( So we are rather happy that we got one this year! Not to say, in time for cross country! :D Went to change with Cleo, Christine, Annabel and Amelia. And Huiru mysteriously disappeared o_o

Then went to assemble! :) And sang national anthem and school song and there were people talking blah blah wtv wasn't paying attention hehe. PuiTing and JiaYing came damn late. #likeaboss. So me and Puiting were like talking talking then we suddenly realized that the competitive runners were all gone LOLLOL. So we panicked then we ran to the grass patch and only saw SiYun there. So we looked behind then we saw YooJin, Amelia and JiaYing behind us. Lols.

Briskwalked the entire journey with PuiTing, JiaYing, and Amelia. Then ran abit at the last part. I feel damn guilty cause I overtook PuiTing :/At first its like PuiTing in front, followed by Amelia and me then behind us is JiaYing. Then on the last part I just dgaf and dash then I overtook PuiTing :O Hehe.

And then I realized YooJin was infront! Hahahah so in the end YooJin got 56, I got 57, PuiTing got 58, JiaYing got 59 and Amelia got 60. #likeaboss. OH AND SIYUN GOT POSTIONG 33 O-O What the hell.

Hmm, so after that we got some damn lame briefing and prize giving :/ Then we were released. Me and some LYians, or rather, ALOT of LYians (Y) walked to the nearest bus stop. Which is like.. 15 minutes awey. ._. We went thru this tunnel, then yeah. EVERYONE WAS SHOUTING LIKE MAD :D This is what will happen when LYians-unite.

Went to KFC @ Paya Lebar with Augusta, PuiTing, FangYing, Clarissa, Amelia, YooJin, Benny, Ethan, FangWei, Marcus, Yan, JeeChong and Gordon. And after that me, YooJin, Benny, Ethan, FangWei, Marcus, JeeChong and Gordon went to Yan's hse. AWESOMEEE XD

K I shall end here cause I am really bored now and my mum is nagging like hell. Okkeh byee :D

Ahahahah.

It takes 7 seconds for food to pass from mouth to stomach. The length of a Penis is 3x the thumb. A human hair can hold 3kg. A woman’s heart beats faster than a man’s. Women blink 2 times as much as men. We used 300 muscles to balance when we stand. The woman has read this entire text while the man is still looking at his thumb. ;D

Another..

Another poem, another line, another girl pretending she’s fine,
Another hour, another day, she wishes she could get away,
Another heartbreak, another tear, another excuse she doesn’t wanna hear,
Another paper, another pen, she writes she wants to be strong again,
Another story, another lie, another night that she will cry,
Another forced smile, another broken heart, just another girl wishing life would restart…

Your knife. My back. My gun. Your head.

I l o v e t h e t i t l e . Teehee~ :D Finally have time to do a decent post. Well do note that theres gonna be a lot of fucking involve. Haha. Hmm, so yeah.

WHATTHEFUCKMANIAMLIKESOPISSEDOFFNOWIAMREALLYREALLYGONNAEXPLODESOON.

Do u even fucking care about other people feelings? STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW LOW U MARKS IS IN FRONT OF ME. I.CANT.STAND.IT. You want complain; DON’T do it in front of others with lower marks than you.

The world is just SO fucking unfair. It’s so unfair that mountaindew studied hard, (unlike you), but in the end? You got higher than her.

“ITS UNBELIEVABLE!! I STUDIED MY ASS OFF AND YET I CLD STILL LAG BEHIND HER?! TT_TT… this is crazy…” - Mountaindew

No one have any idea HOW MUCH I agree with this sentence.

Would u mind being a bit more sensitive? Just a bit will do. Yes, u may THINK that ur marks are bad. But, do YOU have to complain it in front of people who got lower marks than u? Do you even care about how they would feel? If urs is bad, how about ours? Hey. I got 45. Our marks are almost a 20 plus marks difference. Even Annabel, who got 50, is sensible not to complain about her marks in front of me.

SO I DUN SEE WHY DO U HAVE TO DO THAT.

I was the person who taught u ___, I do NOT need u to tell me what do to k.

And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.

Saying there's no gender inequality; that's just pure crap. I guessed she never felt – and would never feel it I guess – the gender inequality between guys and girls. The way guys treat her and her, its like world aparts. Just cause she doesn’t feel it; it doesn’t fucking means it dun exist. Not all girls are treated the same. Pure innocence? Not.

& the most ridiculous thing is; I still miss you.

“Everything had been so hectic this week. It’s like a bullet train zooming past me. “

Feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories; that's exactly the reason why it's hard to move on.

How hard is it to move on? How I wished I could. I had so many questions; so many questions left unanswered. You ruined everything for me. He used to be my only connection with him. And now u fucking ruined everything. Are u still the girl I had known last year? All perhaps, I had never known u at all. Maybe everything was just fake. Our friendship, our memories, our everything.

You will never understand.

Yeah you never will. You never had, never has, and never will. I gave up. All because of u.

Oh, I am sorry. I had forgotten that I only existed when you need something. My bad.

I hate hearing something that absolutely kills you inside and having to act like you don't care.

Hmm, so E-learning Day today! Hahahs. But guess it was kidda fail for me cause I din really do anything productive -_- I didn't bothered to print out the english and history worksheet (y) Ahahaha. Until Amelia reminded me to print her copy. Trollollol. So conference with PuiTing, Amelia first. Then Augusta called. Followed by Annabel. After a while Augusta hang up. Then Annabel hang up too. But me, PuiTing and Amelia continued talking. We talk for like.. 1 and a half hour? Lols awesome. Talked bout how time has change, how people has change. It is sad how people we know became people knew. Life's ironic eh? Then Amelia was ranting about her ___. Kidda funny. And PuiTing kept talking about her drama. Till very emotionally. Lols. Shall go and eat my chicken wing rice now. Muahahahah :D Update soon :)

I guess you never cared at all.

Nameee :D

OMG I JUST FOUND SOMETHING DAMN INTERESTING! :B

HEHE LETS PLAY A GAME! :))

*RULES: USE THE FIRST LETTER OF UR NAME! FOR EXAMPLE, IF LETS SAY MY NAME IS JINGLES KOH SHU QIN, THEN USE "JKSQ" :D




A:

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

B:

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

C:

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

D:

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

E:

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

F:

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

G:

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

H:

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

I:

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

J:

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

K:

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

L:

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

M:

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

N:

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

O:

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

P:

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

Q:

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

R:

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

S:

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

T:

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

U:

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

V:

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

W:

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

X:

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

Y:

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Z:

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

Secondary School; Start of the bitch era.

So I called Jamie and Stacy just now. Oh wait. Or rather, Stacy called me followed by Jamie then I merge their calls tgh and conference them. Wow, the stuff they know is srsly.. wow? LOLLOL. Gossip about boys then about girls ;) Trollollollollol. But almost half of the times is Stacy and Jamie talking, 1/4 of the time laughing, and 1/4 of the time is me and Jamie making swipe remarks at each other >:)) Quite nice talking to them :B And we hang up on the same time! Hahah so cool rite! :D Hmm.. Elit test tmr. How nice. I am actually supposed to be searching for characterization now. But who cares. MUAHAHAHAH. >:D Big deal. *wave hand like Stacy* LOLLOL. Oh and Valentines' Day tmr. Omg fml timeline gonna be filled with Valentines Day. Those who have couples, k go lovelydopey with them. Those without, srsly stop with the #foreveralone. Damn annoying. Just stfu k no one cares. Guess I gonna be quiet tmr? Sounds impossible rite! Cause I gonna fail miserably >:D I KNOW RIGHT (Y) Shall end here cause I am getting quite pissed off at ppl that dun hand up project work. SORRY AMELIA. Although I DID hand up on time. But it was a horrible 1 page long pw. PuiTing's was 3 pages long.. ._. (Hers' was all copy and paste btw hehe.) BUT at least better than ppl who dun hand up..... rite? Yeah I can tell that Amelia is pissed. Cause' she said: "__ din hand up..........." And ya. She put alot of dots. Then I said: "Wth......... Okay..... I go ask her do now........" Then ___ said she doing on Thurs.... And I was like srsly.. ==" What the fucking heck. But I guessed ___ told Amelia alr as Amelia said: "She told me she handing up tmr after school...." Ok srsly Amelia is damn nice. If I were her, I would had alr scold the person... Ya u get me. So thats' why I hate doing pw with ppl I know, cause normally this will led to quarrels. But can't they just freaking hand up on time? Like srsly how diff is it? And then u go blahblah and everythin' u cannot do ur pw..? So I said: "Okay.........." And then we sidetracked to other stuff :D And Amelia is RLY RLY tired. I called her just now and she sounds like shes' dying. So far she have only put tgh PuiTing and her stuff.. She haven do mine yet. I guess she is gonna do until quitee late.. JIAYOU AMELIA :) So yeah shall end now :> And I will try not to spam Twitter teehee.

I am gonna explode one day.

Kay so yeah I am gonna exploded one day... By my bottled up thoughts. Really confuse bout my feelings now? Lol. Studies; Crush; Family; Fwenship. Haiz... :/ Guess I should let it all out someday or I am gonna die if I continue bottling them up. Sleeping sooooooon. Hope tmr will be a better day. Having CO tmr... :/ 9am to 1pm. T.T 4 hours.. Sad. But I am so glad I am able to play SOME songs alr! :D Meeting Shuqing hehe! Hmm, shall end here. Nites :)

Anything that u do. Annoys the hell outta me.

Currently texting Stacy, Augusta, YuPing, Benny, ShiQuan and Clement at the same time. Lol. Awesome shit. Hmm.. So shall attempted to blog everyday. But will fail. Like as usual duh. #okaycan.

Frm next week onwards, having CO from 9am-1pm. So that means, I have CCA 3 times a week -.- Wed, Fri, Sat. Isn't it awesome?

Not.

Shall really start working hard on Weekends. Plan to study at least 5 hours on Saturday. And at least 4 hours on Sunday. Wish me luck. Trollollol.

Hmm.. still cant believe Jasper is the captain of bball and Nicky is the vicecaptain. Rly.. Unbelievable? But YuPing says Jasper is rly zai in bball. K wtv.

Oh and fuck ppl who post status saying: "I think I am so ugly". Bitch please? Ohmytian. Attention seeker. TYPICAL WANNABE AHLIANS -.-

1) Domestic maids are a necessity in S'pore household. Do u agree?

2) Animals should be kept in captivity. Do u agree?

3) In the 21st century, gender inequailty is still prevalent in the world. Do u agree?

Damn this shit. How the hell am i suppose to answer all this. 1) Agree. 2) Disagree 3) How the fuck do I know?

Had maths and physics test this week. Preparing to fail. Having english and chinese test next week. Preparing to fail too.

We got bigger, we got taller, we got older; But we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying desperately to fit in.

Am I suppose to go left, when nothin's right. Or am I suppose to go right. When nothin's left?

Haiz :/ I guess.. Today's a bad day? K wtv. Haven blog for a long time :( Yes and I know Yan & Gordon stalk my blog (Y) LOL. Downloading audi now.. So slow.. Sian. Used to play audi last time. Then i went for a loooooooooong haitus. I think I had forgotten my pw. Hahahs. Hmm.. so Miao hug me 2 times today :X Once at bio lab, then once at staircase. And Annabel raped me. LOL. Then she kissed my cheek. MY FIRST CHEEK KISS SIAH ASDFGHJKL. D: And then Annabel piggyback PuiTing from our class to school bookshop. OMG HILARIOUS MAX MAN. Annabel is damn freaking funny can. Heh. :B Today, for bio lab. We touched sheep's heart. It was gross. But I decided since its like only once in a lifetime for me (i think?) to touch a heart. So yeah. Was quite.. Disgusting. Then I sat cross legged on the chair cause my leg was feeling painful. And PuiTing went and exaggerated that I wanted Mr Ek to be horny so that he can tell us sick jokes. LOL. -___- Then we were like quarreling (as usual duh ._. :D) And Amelia was telling us to take a chill pill. LOL. But me and PuiTing quarrel everyday ;) Hehe. So it was quite normal for us as we would make up after that. Oh and for the first time in ChungCheng, my tingxie got higher than 80% ~^^ Hehe. Got 86% :D ___ got 98%. Cant say the name or else she will ignore me. Sad life. D&T today. I cant even freaking catch up with the class. I gonna flunk D&T I guess. Had physics test today. Bet I am gonna fail. I din do the second last page. Ohmytian. And it had 3 questions. 3 marks+ 2 marks + 2marks = 7 marks. 7 marks. Gone. Dammit. Walked out of class and met Jasper, Nicky and Gordon. And Nicky said: "I think you are gonna be the next JingJie" Yeah thanks so much bitch -.- Ignored him and went to ProjectWork. PuiTing continue teasing me bout Mr Ek and his jokes then I was kidda pissed off and I asked her to shuddup. Then she whisper to Jying: (jokingly) "ShuQin asked me shuddup so we cannot talk k!" But I was alr damn pissed off so I packed my bag and everything then Amelia was trying to calm me down. Sian. So yea sorry PuiTing :( But I guess we were ok after that? Cause I called her just now and we talk.. for 10 mins? Apologized to her. LOL. Hmm.. so yea.. Me and her are ok now.. And so the day ends? Having maths test tmr. Lost all motivations to study. I din even do anythin today can. Went home. Slept, eat, bath, practice erhu, did a littleeee bit of chinese and then practice piano. Guess I gonna flunk maths too. Damn this shit man. So stressed up. Common test is comin soon. I shall prepare to fail everything -.- Yea gonna rant something out before I explode from keeping it all inside. Well. So today. Was pissed off at someone. Shall name her A. So yeah. A likes B. But B likes D. Love triangle? LOL. So A send me on a "mission" to "interview" B bout D. Yea. So I did lorh. Bo bian. If I dont do then A sure bitch and bitch and bitch. Wtv. So me and B sms-ed each other ytd. Then after that I went and tell A whut B said. But I din tell everythin duh. I just say PARTS of it. >:) So.. got someparts A still dk ;D Then u noe whut happen after that? A went and told B: "U know horh. Is it u like someone called D. Blah blah blah. Cause ShuQin said right, u like her la blah. Then ShuQin say. Blah la lah." Then I was like. Dafuq? Ohmygawd. And I was like fk u man. -.- Then B angry with me. But I went and apologized after AMX lesson. I said that A saw my msg with B. But srsly? Damn. I will apologized for it being my fault that I told A. But shouldnt A apologize to me too? And she is like acting it is none of her prob at all. Sian. But at least me and B is ok now.. So problem solve? But still.. U get whut I meant? Shall go and do abit of maths now since its like.. 12.06am? Shall sleep at 1am tonite :) K nites :D