HIIIIIII MY FRIENDSSSSS
(oh god i am so excited to blog)
it's been so long since i last updated. i kind of forgotten how it feels to sit down in front of my computer typing out long chunks of words into this space. decided to create a new blog because my old one was dead and i wanted a new beginning.
i am pretty much still the same, in terms of looks, that's it. character-wise, i'm still as retarded as i was a few years back. but i think i have grown wiser & more independent. HAHA.
IN CASE YOU FORGOTTEN HOW I LOOKED LIKE:
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ok just kidding
days when i don't go out, all i do is sit at home and watch dramas. life is so mundane it's killing me ugh.
note to self: find a hobby soon before i turn into a hobbit
one and a half month since o'level ended?? but it felt like one and a half year. it's kind of funny how before o'levels ended, i was so hyped up and stuff but now that o'level has ended, i have no idea where did my after o's plans flew too.
-_- so i decided to spend my remaining days wisely before i get back my o'level results. but i have no idea what to do zz.
not in the least bit excited to see my results neither am i excited to see people. nor am i excited for 2015 to come because it will just another screwed year. 2014 has been far from compromising my disappointment in 2013. as the years go passing by, it just get worse & worse. haven't seen anyone in 4IT (excluding those people i hang out w) since 13th Nov 2014 but it's okay, not like it matters anyways. :-)
i turned into such a pessimist ahhhhh
need to stop having such mindsets because it's ruining my life & the way i useD to feel about others. & it's bad bad bad. i know even nice people can do nasty things sometimes. but i am still learning to accept it which kinds of sucks.
been sleeping a lot lately, even when i am not tired. so my life schedule is basically: wake up, brunch, nap, drama, nap 1, dinner, nap 2, drama.
isn't it dull????
speaking of which, it's 4 days to Christmas & 10 days to the end of 2014 wth!? seriously questioning myself what am had i been doing for the past 15+ years of my life. i need to pick up some sort of hobby or get myself a going out buddy soon.
oh and i have formed this weird habit of paragraphing every thing when i am typing zz. i didn't even notice until a few days ago, when heiman texted me about CO camp & she commented that i paragraphed my texts. HAHAHAHA. but i have no intention to kick this habit tho, because it's not affecting me in any ways.
working w huiru tomorrow! it's my first official work in this entire year LOL i know it's pathetic. the work is only from 9am to 4pm & it's a plus point that i am working w her so i won't feel so awkward heh. most probably heading back to school to collect her erhu which was abandoned there since 2012.
debating whether to sleep or not because i do not sleep, i get into a concussion. no matter how many alarms i set, it won't exert any effects on me. and i have to be up by 7am tomorrow or it's gone game for me. meh.
going to end this post abruptly HAHA i suck. hopefully i will have the feel to blog for the next few days because i have so much more to talk about. ok bye!!!
