Internal conflict on whether should I blog & I decided to do a short update before heading to sleep (refers to my title AHAHAHA lol k) Just finished my NYAA which felt more like a blog post rather than a reflection due to my use of language LOL. I find the "adventure part" we are supposed to do in NYAA quite retarded because we are required to write about what happened in sec 3 camp. UH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR WHEn I can't even remember what I ate for lunch yesterday lewl. Anyways field trip tomorrow to Orchard Road yay!
It's the March Holidays but tbh it feels more like "a normal school week which no school on Thursday" because I have to head back to school on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, & Friday lol. Plut the amount of homework & revisions I have to do .. urm NO nO No no NO no. I am feeling very frustrated right now because I am trying to upload pictures onto my dropbox BUT MY COMPUTER KEEPS LOSING CONNECTION TO THE INTERNET sobz.
Common test just ended & although I felt that the papers were do-able, I am not too sure about whether is it score-able. (oh my god I am so funny laugh plz ahaha hah aha hahaha). I shall make it a point to blog once every two weeks because my blog is seem kind of (actually, more of, very) dead right now due to the lack of posts. T_T Actually idek why do I blog. HAHAHAHA. My blog posts are not even those encouraging kind of posts which I read that goes like "after a hurricane comes a rainbow, and you must learn to stand after you fall, because this is life, we must appreciate it because everything is beautiful, beauty is in the eye of the beholder ho ho i am so motivational" ok I was just kidding but seriously hahaha maybe one day I will look back & goes ahh so this was me when I was 16.
JUST WATCHED FINISH YOU WHO COMES FROM THE STARS IN 3 DAYS AND OH MY GOD IT IS REALLY NICE I CANNOT EVEN WAH SERIOUSLY CRIED LIKE SOME GAY DURING THE LAST FEW EPISODES. THE WORSE THING IS I WAS IN THE SAME ROOM AS MY SISTER SO I HAD TO HOLD MY TEARS IN AND IT WAS INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT BECAUSE THE WHOLE SHOW MADE ME FEEL LIKE BAWLING MY EYES OUT I KNOW THIS IS KIND OF SLOW BUT DAMNIT I AM SO HAPPY I FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS SHOW ARGHHhhhhHHHHhhhHhhhHhHh NOW I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO PURPOSE IN LIFE BECAUSE THE SHOW ENDED?? AND KIM SO HYUN WAH KIM SOO HYUN HE NEED MAINTAIN UH PLEASE QTPIE81ZZZZXC WHEN HE CRY I TOTALLY FELT LIKE DYING BECAUSE IT HURTS??? AHAHAAHA ok i can go on spazzing forever but I think I should stop lollol.
Totally not anticipating school reopening because it will be just another term with shitload of homework and shitload of revisions and shitload of tests and bloody retarded grooming checks which I feel is totally not necessary AT ALL. Hmm anyways I feel kind of down this few days because past memories keep flooding back although I tried to block it out but I guess I will survive it?? (Y) OKAY SHALL NOT THINK TOO MUCH, time to organize my table and head to bed. Hope tomorrow will be a good day for me and that will be able to blog soon. :D
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