maybe the reason why tears are shed when someone dies

is that whatever they had been providing for so long will no longer be available because they are no longer around

Finally changed my blogskin after 2349012 years. I guessed I got sick of seeing pink all the time. Holy grail. (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THAT WORD SUDDENLY POP UP IN MY MIND)

OKAY CURRENTLY TRYING TO BLOG AND DO LIT AND OSU. BUT I AM FAILING?? LOL AS EXPECTED. OKAY CIP TOMORROW I AM SO EXCITED. :D THERE'S LIKE $20 + FREE VOUCHERS + FREE MEAL + FREE TSHIRT & OH NOT TO MENTION CIP HOURS!! OKAY I THINK I SOUND VERY AUNTY NOW BUT DON'T JUDGE LA K HAHAHSDKJFNADFNA I MEAN HONESTLY THIS KIND OF DEAL VERY HARD TO COME BY DE YO!!!

Urm k shuqin enough of hyper-ing about free stuff.

Anyway anyone remembers this post? Actually I doubt anyone did (like does anyone even read this space of mine??) Nawh it's okay shuqin one day someone will stumble upon this piece of crap. Idek why I am talking to myself?! But it's okay I am used to it. :(

Me: I need to stop talking to myself
Me: I know right
Me: I mean like seriously, it gets so irritating
Me: Haha
Me:
Me:
Me:
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Me: Lol

Back to it, so I am finally continue-ing the post after like 7 months. WHOOPS IT WAS POSTED DURING APRIL? & whoops the last line was like "alright shall continue with this tomorrow~ :)" but I never did. //shoots self 

Okay so here is it:

Save more $$$.
I have no freaking idea how my pocket money depletes so fast. Like seriously. I can spend up to $30 a day? Even during normal school days. & I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHY. ...!!!!!!!! I guess I need to be more careful when spending money lor. But tbh, my school food is damn expensive?! One bowl of rice is around $2.50. Then some more is not those kind which will make you full. The portion is like quite little okay nevermind SHAN'T COMPLAIN. So honestly I need to figure a way how to save money so I wouldn't be a spendaholic (is there even such a word ha ha) when I grow up yeah. 

Stop having the dkdc lifestyle.
Honestly I think my life is full of "idc"s, I feel so restless 101% of the time. Can't concentrate, can't focus. When I hear someone badmouth me (?? last time??) l will obviously feel agitated duh, I mean who wouldn't. Haha but after a while I will just be like "orh k badmouth then badmouth lor" THEN MOSTLY I TALK I WILL JUST GIVE THE BOCHUP ATTITUDE, LIKE END EVERYTHING WITH "LOR" "fail then fail lor" "idk anything lor" "up to you lor" "like this lor" "huh nevermind lor" YES YOU GET IT. Thinking back now, it's quite irritating, but I can't be bothered to change it OMG HAHAHA JOKING thus I shall try to be a person with better focus!! /insert motivational quote here/

Okay I am too lazy + tired to continue (oh god this sounds damn ironic wtf) shall continue this ... one day so yezzzz ending off soon. Oh yeah anyway my CO camp photo post will only be uploaded when I receive the photos taken from -idkidc-'s DSLR. Hahaha, & oh next post will be something requested by someone okay this is damn gay but oh well asdfghjkl BYE :D

it sucks, lol

when everything is fine

but suddenly, it all crashes again

& the worst part is

you have to try & patch everything

back together again

even if you don't wish to