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Well I want to be a graphic designer when I grow up. But to do so I guess I have to enter Poly instead of JC. Which is like a nono from my family. LOL. Bloody judgemental parents and bloody judgemental relatives and bloody judgemental older generation people. Idk what's the big deal of going to a Poly instead of a JC. Like what?? Just because Poly fares are more expensive the JC fares? Or is it because Poly is kind of like a "neighbourhood school" where "bad kids" go to? Wow I really don't get adults sometimes.
I know it's more difficult to get to University when one enters Poly & that the degree from a Uni holder far outweighs the degree from a Poly holder. The 2 different routes are: Olevels > Poly (expensive) > Uni/Work or Olevels > JC (cheap) > Uni (expensive) > Work. So technically it will be the same just that if I go Poly I have to pay the money earlier so the money ... does it really matter that much?!
Wanted to be a blogger / teacher / wedding planner but I realized all of these are just interests, they aren't going to take me far in life, ..
I know it's more difficult to get to University when one enters Poly & that the degree from a Uni holder far outweighs the degree from a Poly holder. The 2 different routes are: Olevels > Poly (expensive) > Uni/Work or Olevels > JC (cheap) > Uni (expensive) > Work. So technically it will be the same just that if I go Poly I have to pay the money earlier so the money ... does it really matter that much?!
Wanted to be a blogger / teacher / wedding planner but I realized all of these are just interests, they aren't going to take me far in life, ..
OKAY IDEK WHY AM I HAVING SO DEEP THOUGHTS WHEN I AM ONLY LIKE .. 15?
I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ALWAYS CORRECT. ESPECIALLY ADULTS. It's really a turn off until cannot turn on. Cannot even find the switch to turn it on. LOL ANNOYING MUCH? How they think just because the younger generation doesn't rebut back means that they can shoot their damn mouth off at them. How they think that they are always correct & whatever they do is simply just "oh it's just for your own good yo". How they think that being older means they can say stuff which hurts your pride, hurts your self esteem, & still think that it's okay. Because no. NO. It's not okay. It's just plain revolting. Really. Shut up. Age is just a number. Hashtag just saying.
& let me get this straight - I don't freaking care even if you are my elder because hey if you want to be respected, you have got to make yourself DESERVED to be respected. Period. I know I am dumb & gets easily distracted & have a bad attitude & lazy & stubborn & stupid & rude & blahblahblablablab //goes on to list 1001 things I have memorized by heart about all those stuff I heard about me// but you know what? Just because a kid does something that an adult disapprove of, DOES NOT mean what the adult did after that (eg: hitting/scolding the kid in public, making a scene) is correct. It does not mean that when a kid is rude, an adult will have the RIGHTS to slap or shout at them, thus, embarrassing the kid, in public. Nope, it does not mean what the adult did was correct too.
Oh plus apparently some people just can't understand I am not a genius I can't get straight As. Okay I am not complaining or anything for the last point but seriously. Urgh, kk shall make full use of my holidays then.
Oh on a side note, I am heading to China from 7 Dec to 17 Dec. EXCIted hah hah not. I don't mind lah, but I just find the duration a bit too .. long.
Btw asking my parents for tuition is like asking for death sentence like that LOL. That's why "I don't like" tuition. But I know myself & I know I only work best under pressure, & that I need to have someone behind constantly pushing me (wah make me sound like I have no backbone) & seriously without tuition, I would just potate at home everyday after school.
I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ALWAYS CORRECT. ESPECIALLY ADULTS. It's really a turn off until cannot turn on. Cannot even find the switch to turn it on. LOL ANNOYING MUCH? How they think just because the younger generation doesn't rebut back means that they can shoot their damn mouth off at them. How they think that they are always correct & whatever they do is simply just "oh it's just for your own good yo". How they think that being older means they can say stuff which hurts your pride, hurts your self esteem, & still think that it's okay. Because no. NO. It's not okay. It's just plain revolting. Really. Shut up. Age is just a number. Hashtag just saying.
& let me get this straight - I don't freaking care even if you are my elder because hey if you want to be respected, you have got to make yourself DESERVED to be respected. Period. I know I am dumb & gets easily distracted & have a bad attitude & lazy & stubborn & stupid & rude & blahblahblablablab //goes on to list 1001 things I have memorized by heart about all those stuff I heard about me// but you know what? Just because a kid does something that an adult disapprove of, DOES NOT mean what the adult did after that (eg: hitting/scolding the kid in public, making a scene) is correct. It does not mean that when a kid is rude, an adult will have the RIGHTS to slap or shout at them, thus, embarrassing the kid, in public. Nope, it does not mean what the adult did was correct too.
Oh plus apparently some people just can't understand I am not a genius I can't get straight As. Okay I am not complaining or anything for the last point but seriously. Urgh, kk shall make full use of my holidays then.
Oh on a side note, I am heading to China from 7 Dec to 17 Dec. EXCIted hah hah not. I don't mind lah, but I just find the duration a bit too .. long.
Btw asking my parents for tuition is like asking for death sentence like that LOL. That's why "I don't like" tuition. But I know myself & I know I only work best under pressure, & that I need to have someone behind constantly pushing me (wah make me sound like I have no backbone) & seriously without tuition, I would just potate at home everyday after school.
CCA tmr & tbh I am not //exactly// look forward to it. The "CO IS SO SIAN" phrase in my life is not over yet. Argh. New teacher coming in tomorrow. Hope she will be good & that huqin standard will improve because seriously right now CO standard is just like. //neighs// K lah I know I also not very good lah, so I have no rights to complain lor. Plus my passion for CO is also dying liao lor (because of some stuff ahem clears throat) but honestly I just wished the best for my CCA like really it used to be so fun & everything but I really do not know what happened because right now I am not looking forward to it as much as I used to 2 years back. Sobs aggressively.
Did nothing productive today, all I did was laze around & watch my dramas. Currently watching Disclosed (Channel 8), The Heirs (Celine's Recommendation), & Master's Sun. Disclosed is like showed every weekday on Channel 8 @ 9pm, whereas The Heirs comes out only every Thursday & Friday. Very guailan right!!!!!! I was totally like: " R U KIDDING ME L O L" when Celine told me that. So I watch Master's Sun while waiting for the episodes to air. ;; Because it's like the only new drama where all the episodes come out already. Sian right haha but all three shows are not bad.
Especially Master's Sun, it's like a must watch. ;-) Kind of unique because it's horror + comedy + romance. & this makes it stand out from other shows because like plz first time I see got horror but still got comedy in a drama series ley!!! Cool right. Disclosed is about crime & thriller & blahblah. Not really hooked on it yet but I find the chemistry between Jesseca Liu & Terance Huang great?? Haha okay idk.
I don't really like watching romancy type of shows (I guess I am not so of a lovely dopey person) because I find it retarded that those kind of shows are very predictable. Like this popular Guy A fall for this poor girl then suddenly baaaaam childhood friend of the girl appears & fight with Guy A for the girl then somehow Guy A get engaged to another girl because the mum/dad/bro/sis/grandpa/grandma/cat/dog/maid disapprove of the relationship and babaduuuums. Haha I have no idea why I am watching The Heirs because there's like a freaking love triangle in it asdfghjkl. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE THE CASTS R SHUAI. *-* K.
Especially Master's Sun, it's like a must watch. ;-) Kind of unique because it's horror + comedy + romance. & this makes it stand out from other shows because like plz first time I see got horror but still got comedy in a drama series ley!!! Cool right. Disclosed is about crime & thriller & blahblah. Not really hooked on it yet but I find the chemistry between Jesseca Liu & Terance Huang great?? Haha okay idk.
I don't really like watching romancy type of shows (I guess I am not so of a lovely dopey person) because I find it retarded that those kind of shows are very predictable. Like this popular Guy A fall for this poor girl then suddenly baaaaam childhood friend of the girl appears & fight with Guy A for the girl then somehow Guy A get engaged to another girl because the mum/dad/bro/sis/grandpa/grandma/cat/dog/maid disapprove of the relationship and babaduuuums. Haha I have no idea why I am watching The Heirs because there's like a freaking love triangle in it asdfghjkl. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE THE CASTS R SHUAI. *-* K.
Alright shall head to sleep now, have to do Chem Periodic Table Worksheet tomorrow. Slacked enough for the day! Hehe.
"At least I can lose weight for free
But you, my dear
Requires at least ten thousand dollars
To fix that face of yours."
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