Monday, October 7, 2013

YOU CAN'T REAP WHAT YOU DIDN'T SOW.

Recovery
maybe it hurts because you can't choose what stays or what fades away
Guess's who is back!! (hint: it's me) EOY IS FINALLY OVER. Well it's not /yet/ officially over but the last paper is English Listening Compre so who cares ahahaha. Oh speaking of tomorrow, I am currently helping Conant for his MuSP duet piece lol?? The exam is tomorrow & we have not even coordinate the pieces. HAHA. I bet Ms Hoe will confirm be shock when she sees me in the music room tomorrow, considering the fact that I was once a music student but I dropped that subject. Anyways, Conant's sister is damn cute lor I swear. But as for the brother (Conant)..., hmm it's a different story AHAHAHA KIDDING!!!!!!!!


We look alike hor ur argument is invalid

Just came back from the airport after sending my sister's boyfriend off. Haha he came Singapore for a week yep I am so tired right now but I figured out that I should do a quick update since I didn't post anything for such a long period of time!! Had been wanting to blog since last Friday but procrastinate got the better of me LOL.

WENT FOR SUPPER LAST NIGHT I CAN STILL FEEL THE FATS IN ME EVEN UP TO NOW U KNOW WHAT THIS CALLS FOR ME TO GO ON A DIET OK BYE







Nuaing on my bed right now someone tell me is this a dream or is this my life~ Ice-skating with the Yerens next Tues & Seoul Garden with my 2LY clique next Wed! OMG EXCITED :D Going to slack for the whole of next week, since the week after is normal lessons. ... Can't they just give us a break or something I MEAN I DON'T MIND LESSONS STARTING AT 10AM & ENDING AT .. 4PM?? Okay no idk haha. Back to it, shall enjoy next week before settling down to get serious BECAUSE IT'S LESS THAN 30DAYS TO CHINESE OLEVEL. Someone please tell me why did this have to happen just when I thought the torture is over. This period is worse than PSLE. Like really.

EOY was. Meh. I basically yolo-ed almost all the way HAHA. Was quite confident of a few paper but.. nawh. Not going to expect much because the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment. SO MY GOAL IS JUST TO PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS. YAY!!!

Headed to Bugis with Celine to meet Huiru & JiaWei after our Bio Paper. 

TAIPEI STATION.
Was supposed to eat at some buffet thingy but it was too ex so we went Taipei Station. The food there not bad lah. Cost $9.70 but there's like rice + side dish + milk tea so it's quite worth it! Would have helped if they gave more meat toppings though. The milk tea taste pretty okay, I choose 70% sweetness & the sweetness was to my liking yay, although the pearls in the milk tea would become harden after a while. There's 2 side dishes to choose from: Sweet Potato Fries or Tofu Cubes. THE POTATO FRIES ARE LIKE SDKGNSIONFASMLADKM HEAVEN. Okay not that exaggerating but it tasted good lor!!!! Celine & me planned to go Carissa's house after lunch but we were too tired so we went home to slept instead HAHA.

Was watching my drama when CaiLeng, Germaine, & Sherry decided to crash my house! Tsk haha. Love 3IT lah ((ok that was random)).

Hmm k just a quick recap of last week. 

So.., had SS & Emaths on Monday. SS was quite okay to me, except the fact that I didn't finish one question which cause me 6marks. But other than that, I was quite pleased with my essay. OH ANYWAYS I TOTALLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT WE CAN CHOOSE THE QUESTIONS FOR SEQ SO ACTUALLY JUST STUDYING ONE CHAPTER FOR CONTENT WILL DO SINCE IT IS ONE QUESTION PER CHAPTER WTHECK. Kk back to it, emaths was difficult. Like according to some people, more difficult then amaths. (although i beg to differ) then got one question got some error, then the teacher only gave us like extra 5 minutes to solve like srsly!! But I AM FINE WITH IT LAH lol bc idek how do that question in the first place AHAHAHA but apparently some people got really pissed then they ranted on Twitter & it was just urm. Lol. 

RnJ & Chem was on Tuesday. RnJ was okay but I didn't finish part 2 of the last question. Looking back now I realized I could have finish it if I wrote faster but oh well my hand was damn pain lor!!!!! (excuses, I tell myself) Chem was easy to me BUT BUT BUT I AM NOT GOING TO EXPECT ANYTHING BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO DISAPPOINT MYSELF. Texas Chicken with Hazel & Germaine after school hehe I ENJOYED MY ICECREAM YAY which is very nice btw (ok shuqin good to know) 

Then Egeog was on Wednesday & I practically gave up on the whole thing?? Idk lah I just lost the drive & motiavtion. Plus it was prettty screwed up at the start because 1) there was not enough seats 2) the last row didn't had the exam paper 3) the teachers were talking a lot of crap and randomly scolding us & when everyone finally settled down, I forgotten half of the things I memorized. LOL. Had a busy afternoon after that because the exam ended at around 9.50am. Went for breakfast with Carissa, Celine, & Kenneth. Then headed to Katong I12 to find Caileng, Germaine, & Joyin. At around 1pm, I then went to Sumedha's house to find her because Elythea is going to tutor her & me for amaths. SUMEDHA'S HOUSE IS 3 STOREYS LIKE WOW I TOTALLY DIN KNOW THAT OKAY & Elythea is a great tuition teacher. Patient + Smart. Ahahahaha lol. 

LOTF + Amaths on Thurs.... it was horrible don't even ask me why. LOTF was pretty okay like I finished everything, although I am not entirely confident of my essay & as for amaths hah don't even talk about it pls. The same incident that happened for emaths occured for amaths again. Some question got error then we were given an additional 5 minutes to solve it, BUT AS USUAL I SKIPPED THE QUESTION BC IDEK HOW DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE LOL.

Bio was our last paper & it was like. Double meh. Only managed to do 22marks worth out of 70marks of Section B & C hah tell me what's the meaning of screwed. Section C 30marks, all untouched. I really do not know what I was doing but I had a total mindblank. Spend too much time of this graph question that I really do not know how to managed the rest. Question: "Name the differences between Human Transport System & Plant Transport System." My answer: "The differences are that humans transport blood but plants transport water." I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS I DOING OK T_T

This is like a wake up call for me to buck up or whatsoever but I know I won't. ..... heh. Looking back now, the week past pretty fast!!! :O OK TIME NEED TO LIKE SLOW DOWN OR SOMETHING LOL I can't catch up with this. ;-;

Went to swensen with CaiLeng & Germaine two weeks ago on one of the date which I forgotten hehe. Attempted to take some candid photo of me & Germaine causally looking at the menu BUT IT ENDED UP AS A DISASTER OKAY.




Time to save my reputation (if I even had any to begin with) with this photo of me & CaiLeng HAHAHA OKAY. 

WE LOOK SO HAPPY.
Had been having kind of mix up emotions these few days, I mean I am currently happy with my life but at the same time I do not know why, but when I am alone, I just over think & get sad & feel empty & stuff. I guess it happens to everyone bah, just depends on how hard does it affects each individual. I don't dislike being alone but I hate feeling lonely. I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT LAH HAHA. But to put it in layman terms I am just being an over paranoid girl right now. Damn. I think that the worse part of being sad is that you are used to the pain, used to it so much that you get immune to it, that it does not even matter any more. Which happens to me... a lot. 

Recently, I have been dreading CCA to come. I mean, I don't exactly look forward to CO now. Sounds quite ironic eh? Especially since I am the recreational rep, & my duty is to make people enjoy CO. LOL. On a side note, I hope that my section can bond more........., but with all the drama nowadays urm lol idek what to do/expect/say.



MY MOTIVATION TO BE ALIVE ^

It's currently 2..15am & this means that there's less than 4 hours of sleep for me haha shag. Kkk time to go then!! Will update soon I promise. ;-) 

You don't deserve a point of view
If the only person you see is you

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