The best of both worlds.

I am reallyreally stressed up now & I reallyreally want to blog but I reallyreally do not know how to start. :( School is so fcxked up now. Screw those friendship problems. & the people in it. Everyone I asked is advising me to leave, so someone please tell me why am I still hanging on? I really do not know who to trust anymore, it's like anyone, at any time, could just turn around & stab me right in the back. Do you even know how much it hurts? Getting stabbed, by not one, not two, but by a group of so-called "close friends" whom I trusted. Yep, I freaking trustED. Guess I was wrong then. I just want to thank some people right now. Stacy, Huiru, Isaac, YooJin, JiaYing, Yan. & a couple of other followers on Twitter who never fails to light up my day. It's the little things that matters. Hahahs. Maths UBD project on Tues. Paranorman with Dia on Weds. Was suppose to go Huiru's house tomorrow. But something cropped up. I want to thank her for understanding. :) Anyways, alot of stuff happened. Things that were piled up, overtime, & added on with some other outsiders. My clique is like a cell, I should say, & the people in it are like water. Too much water & it will burst, which it already did. I am confused now, like in a mess. Not exactly sure of my feelings, of my emotions. I hate how she is breaking up my clique now, & because of some very ridiculous, & lame reasons. It's not my fault for socializing, it's not my fault for having no data plan, it's not my fault for making friends with everyone. So I honestly do not get why should people have grudge against me cause of some pretty ridiculous stuff. I couldn't even bieve my ears when I heard them. It was totally ridiculous. So you hate me? Cool, take a number & come back to me when you grow up. All I want is a good night sleep now, & hope things would get better tomorrow.

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