Disappointed.

So I cried on the first day of sch. Fuck.

But the thing was, everyone tot I cried coz I was sent out of class…

Which is kidda.. Umm.. As I dun rly cry just coz I’m sent out of class or wtv shit LOLLOL.

Okkeh. So today we had eng, chi, phys, geog and r&w.

Phys, geog and r&w cher din come.

During r&w, me and some ppl were playing this game yeah. Then me and this fwen kidda lose so we were lyk screaming and that relief cher act sent me out of the class. Like fuck pls? I wasn’t the only one screamin can. But yea. I agreed; its my fault la.

And the cher’s reason to sent me out is also acceptable.

So I went out of the class w/o complaining or whutsoeva.

At that time, I wasn’t crying. Yet.

Coz it was kidda my fault too. As I also shouted.

I was expecting the rest of to gp to lyk. Help me or smthing? Like explain to the cher?

But instead; they continued playing.

Dafk? -.-

Fk them.

At that instance, I was rly freaking pissed off.

I was lyk cussing them to fucking go eff themselves and bang the wall and go and die or smthing. So inside my head, it was filled with all those cuss words. Lols.

But I still wasn’t crying.

But the thing. That makes me. Rlyrly touched was that. There was ppl who actually cared. Like rly care. Cause yea. I can sorta feel it inside me :B

And then this person (obviously not frm that gp?) sent me a msg.

Lollol. And I cried. Coz yeah. Was touched. And cant control my emotions alr. As I was cussing ppl for 15 mins straight.

And at the same time. The teacher called me in.

Fml.

Waah. I can gladly say. Everyone thinks I am crying cause I’m sent or out the class. Joke of the year.

So yeah. As I was pissed with that gp, I din talk to them and just let them “comfort” m

Sick of those bullshits and lies.

But the thing was.. I wasn’t crying cause Im sent out of calss…

Omg damn diao ttm can. Haish :\

But still. I am pissed.

Okkeh.. Maybe not rly pissed? Just.. Idk? Sad? Disappointed?

Although I may nt show it out.

But inside, I would be like all………… U get the idea.

Anw; idc whether u are my bestfwen(s) not.

Act if u rly are my bestfwen(s), u would have understand why was I crying.

Or stop to think thu.

Or helped me.

Or just stfu.

So bestfwen(s). Please lyk stop freakin giving me excuses .____. Coz I dun rly even care.

And they were lyk “helping” me cuss the teacher. Umm maybe they were just trying to help me? But I dun need it. Srsly. Coz I aint even pissed at him. LOL.

So yea.. This gp of four. I din mention any names. But I guessed.. they know who they are?

Okkeh I know I may sound kidda (or rly) mean and I’m behaving lyk some childish twoface bitch?

But I just need some place to vent my anger on. So yeah.

K shall go sleep now. Nite :)