The day when every small thing such as dropping ur pen on the floor could make u breakdown.

I am not a Christian. But this cartoon is really meaningful.


This is gonna be a emotion post i guess. Today is the day, whr i truly realized everything i had been believing in is fake. "Never give someone ur everything, because i they let go, u will be left with nth."

Cried the whole nite yesterday. Called augusta up because i think i am about to go crazy and die. Talked till 11. Was breaking down while talking to her. And then my mum came home and i had to pretend to be ok.

Cant believe whut a fucking retard i had been. The feeling of being a spare tyre. Am i not that important to u?

Cried in the mrt on my way back. Walked in the rain and continue crying. Came home and continued crying.

It is ok to be alone i guess. Its ok to eat alone. Its ok to walk alone. Thrs nth wrong with tt. Came to sch alone. Took mrt to sch alone. Took mrt home alone. Went home alone. Its ok to be alone. I dun get how some ppl cant be alone. -forever alone-

Dun really feel like talking at all today. But well.. Its impossible. Considering me involve lol.

Shall be alone again for tmr musp exam. Dk how am i gonna manage it. With this shit going on. But dun worry anw. I can somehow survive it. Or at least. I will try to. Would score badly for the musp exam tmr i think. Because i lost all motivation to study.

Got drama rehersal tmr also. I hate dramas -.- But on second thoughts, we are going to act.


And i love acting.

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